High quality scans for all the new Kingdom Hearts titles!
Yep, just after posting these previous articles, new scans have surfaced. Rather than go through all the previous information again, we’ve decided to just post all the pages here and provide some small observations – we’ll let you guys do the theorizing here!
Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep
Nothing hugely new here that wasn’t shown in the previous Birth by Sleep images. Note though that on the last page (showing the main development team minus Daisuke Watanabe), the image we saw prior to this with the beach on Destiny Islands actually features the young, four-year-old Sora playing sword-fighting games with the five-year-old Riku! Also note that the battle system is described as different than anything seen in the series before, and that the story is ‘complex and serious’. Lastly, the Keyblade wielder with the helmet is someone totally new to the series.
Kingdom Hearts: 358/2 Days
The second page shows off a lot more of the Organization’s involvement within the story, and the third page a lot more gameplay. Note that it is confirmed that all thirteen Organization members can be used in multiplayer.
Kingdom Hearts: Coded
Nothing much here – just some more on the cutscenes. Also notice the note in Jiminy’s journal – “We must return to free them from their torment.” Nomura states that the game will clear up where Riku and the King were during KH1.
Lastly though, we’d like to talk release dates: in the recent interview, Nomura commented that Coded would be coming out well before three or four years from now – expect it to be releasing around this time next year. This confirms that we won’t be seeing Birth by Sleep in English-speaking territories until 2009, but as to whether 358/2 Days will be releasing before Coded or not, we’re still uncertain.
More on this as we have it!!
Also, if anyone knows which magazine this is, please leave a comment!
Sources: KH Vids, 2ch, FF7AC Reunion, FFKH Blog and Jeux France.
Sorry, we’re still unsure what magazine this is – if anyone knows, please leave a comment!
I can vaguely see the two boys…but why is Ven holding Roxas in that one pic? I didn’t know he was gonna be in Birth by Sleep.
Too bad that coded is only coming out in Japan, I’d have liked to know where exactly Mickey and Riku were…
Wait, sorry, meant Terra.
I’m really sorry to post again. Read the other articles. That is Ven not Roxas. They look so alike…
Hey all. I saw the pictures and I can’t wait to get my hands on these. Plus I saw a picture with Ven and if you look at his left wrist, he has a black and white checkered bracelet. Doesn’t Roxas have something similar to this? I am starting to believe that Roxas is Ven. That is just me but I invite all input from everyone.
Roxas is not ven, specially when ven is at least 10 years older than sora, but they are connected. Sad to hear that these games may not be playable till sometime 2009 at the latest, hope that was stated just cause they had no idea when in the first place
You and me both.
Knights of Ragnorok is coming out around then..and it’s been, like, 8 years since the last one. At least KH0 is probably coming out sooner.
Than eight years after the first one, I mean.
KH0?
and i dont wanna wait till 2009, that pissed me the F off. man, that blows.
I couldn’t agree with you more.
I don’t know, I was typing fast and it was an easy abbreviation.
2009?
yes tempest, read the article.
Yeah Ven is not Roxas…Organization members all have names with an “X” in them..and those names are not their real ones..if you read the Ansem reports in KH2 it explains all of their original names..Which, if you are smart enough…will realize that “Roxas” is “Sora” just with an “X” in it…If you still don’t get it yet yet me spell it out for you: Sora
Ro{x}as
The Ansem reports clear up alot..yet leave alot out..
I’m guessing “Birth By Sleep” is a game from the past..but why is Roxas in it??? I hope all is cleared up soon…+RUS+
Thanks Reza-Kaze. You got me thinking more. I should have been more thorough on my thoughts. I still think that Ven is Roxas in some way. You are right that Ven is older than sora by about 10 years. Here is my theory:
Ven dies in Birth By Sleep. We have all seen the video from KH2 Final Mix+ and we wee Master Xehnort giving it to Terra, Ven and Aqua pretty bad. One of you mentioned that the the trailer might be to the end of te game. We see that Ven takes a big spill at the hands of Master Xehnort. Here is my point, what if Ven dies during that battle? Then this would set the stage for Sora’s Nobody to be a incarnation of Ven in some way. That would explain both of their physical likeness.
I am guessing one of two things:
A) Sora and Ven are of the same family. Although this would hard to prove since we do not kne much about Sora’s parents or immediate family.
B) Kiari and Ven are siblings. She is originally a resident of Hollow Bastion, but she was sent to the Destiny Islands by Xehanort a few years before the events of Kingdom Hearts. Then someone on here mentioned that her heart came into contact with Sora in the first game. This would connect Ven to Sora. When Sora turned into a Heartless, some trace Ven that was residing inside of Sora became Roxas.
This is just my thoughts. I hope these can either help or dosprove sometihng.
Luna, Reza, all of you, what do you think. Either right or wrong, I am excited to find out what the connection is.
First off, hate to be the ass, but read up russ on what you can before making posts, cause, roxas isnt in BBS.
ANyways, hate to dismiss your theory, but liek go a little out fo the realm here and try to concentrate on the names. Nomura said with what their names mean, with it being sky, land and water; Ven, Aqua and Terra have some obvious connections with sora(sky) riku(land) and Kairi(sea or water), and that being extremly important. Maybe they look so familar is because they are from the same family respectivly, but not actually human. I know this sounds weird, but what if they were offsprings of the gods or entities of land sky and water…
Roxas doesn’t have to be in BBS. BBS can set the stage for 358/2. I said that if the trailer from KH2FM+ is the end of BBS and if Ven dies, then that contributes to Roxas in some way. Roxas does not have to be in BBS in order for that part of the theory to hold water.
You are correct. The names are important. Like I said before, in A), they did not talk about Sora’s parents at all. So a hole needs to be filled in there. I don’t think that Sora, Riku and Kiari are the offspring of Terra Ven or Aqua. I think that Kiari is the key link here.
I appreciate your input though.
Tidus I think I see where you are going with this. You are not implying that Roxas is in BBS. But then how do you all explain the likeness of Ven and Roxas? If Ven dies and part of his spirit were to get to Sora, then would that create a half Ven and half Sora?
I like the theory of Ven and Kiari are siblings but like Reza said, their names represent the elements.
Ven doesn’t die. Watch a high quality version, this has been confirmed many times – his eyes move, he’s simply frozen.
Ven’s full name is actually Ventus, Latin for sky.
Also, BbS and 358 are hardly connected. Birth by Sleep is its own entity, a prequel, and 358/2 is a direct sequel to Chain of Memories.
Reza-Kaze. I think you’re onto something with the names, but not to the point where they’re human entities of the elements. I just think that would have tied in more with Riku’s and Sora’s powers. Lol, i keep thinking, with all this ‘who’s related to who’ speculation, how wierd would it be if sora and kairi are related?
They might as well be. Who knows.
Well, maybe there true powers are still locked away…ever think of that, maybe these keychainless keyblades help unlock the true powers of a person.
I’m stickin’ with my theory. And I read somewhere that Birth By Sleep was in production, but then they were interrupted to make Re:CoM. So it’s actually been in the works for a while now. I also read that Nomura figured BBS would come out last of the 3.
lol reza. “i hate to be the ass…” priceles… but you know if it wasnt you it woulda been me. so thank you for saving me some time. Whilst talking directly to you reza, i agree with your name theory to a point, i mena terra ven an aqua were not named that for no reason, but im not set on a godlike entitie in their powers.
my theory: is that ven is the chaser(or spirit/soul) of someone related to sora thus giving him a similar appearance to roxas. I think this becuase im almost certain that terra ven and aqua are not nobodies, (im not gonna explain that this time) but they are another part of someones body as dipicted in the ansem reports. Who Ven origonally was in some way is a mystery to me. and i know its prolly a false theory, but im only using what i can piece together instead of making a whilly nilly theory out of the blue. (not implicating anyone)
Luna, you beat me to it…however, one more thing I’d like to point out. If you put a pic of Kairi and a pic of Aqua together, they look practically identical,(except for the hair, of course). So, does anyone have a theory on how this ties in?
They look too much alike to just be relatives, they have to have a bigger conenction than that, im still going with the enitites theories
who does reza? Ven and roxas or Kairi and aqua?
So, I was reading up and I thought I’d drop by and give my two cents in regards to theories.
I think there has to be some special connection between Ven and Sora, besides their name origins, one that Kairi and Aqua and Terra and Riku don’t have. Perhaps they truly ARE related. But has to be more than just relations, because if Aqua was related to Kairi as Ven to Sora, then why didn’t Kairi’s nobody look just like Aqua? Supposing that Aqua and Ven really ARE Sora and Kairi’s parents, my theory is this: Kairi looks just like her mother (Aqua)because she got her genes, but Namine, her nobody, looks more like her father, who’s genes she didn’t get. The same with Sora: He’d look more like his mother, so his nobody would look like his father, who’d be Ven.
Again, I’m stickin’ with my theory.
well, its not bad, i guess its pretty probable, and could i guess be true.
I see nothing wrong with it, as of right now anyway.
Hmm…
Wonder when they commented.
Hm,. A minute ago.
Wait, to expand on the ‘hmm’, the Ven/Aqua parentage theory really doesn’t make sense unless the whole time warp theory is true. Simply because, if KH 0 is 10 years before KH, than Sora and Kairi would have to be three or four. You kinda get the impression that Sora has lived on the islands all his life. Plus the fact that Terra, Ven and Aqua look about sixteen in the vids.
16 year old pregnancy how scandelus!
triton, why do you keep calling it kingdom hearts 0, it has a name.
Yeah it’s kinda confusing for me with Tirition and Tempest…
Tirition keeps calling Birth by Sleep KH0, and Tempest keeps saying “I read somewhere”…
Do you even read my articles Tempest? I posted both of those things a couple of days ago…
I hate to sound terribly stupid but does anyone have an idea who the girl in the Org. XIII cloak is?
There are only supposed to be 13 members as the name implies so if this girl is for real then could it be another organization or possibly she is Larxene for the reason that these games all occur before KH1………
Could it be changed to Org. 14 then if this girl isnt an Org. wannabe?
By the way guys, I posted a large story theory of mine as to who the 14th member is and how the 358 story will play out int he recent article dedicated to it.
http://www.kingdomhearts3.us/2007/09/27/new-scans-and-interview-kingdom-hearts-3582-days/#comments
You can view it there, it’s about comment #12 or so.
Graceful, that is good theory but wouldn’t it be a little weird if Sora and Kiari are siblings since they have written a romantic connection between the two?
Golden, I know what you are talking about with Ven’s eyes moving after taking a freeze and fall. Even if his eyes moved doesn’t mean would have survived either. We just don’t have that much to go on right now.
Reza, Luna, I hate to be an ass myself but like I was telling Golden, there is not enought to go on as it is. I do agree that the names are vital links as Nomura has stated but there is more to it.
I know that BBS and 358 are seperate games and stories however they are going to fill in alot of the holes. Besides BBS could tell us what happens to Ven. I still believe Ven is Roxas in some way. Otherwise they would not have made them look the same.
I do have proof to back it up too. As I already stated, Ven wears a checkerd bracelet on his left wrist. I am pretty sure Roxas wears that same pattern.
ok, ill give reza a break and be the ass this time. i hate to break it to you, but ven is in now way roxas. they are two seperate beings, and its been confirmed by nomura, so that doesnt work. sorry.
as forthe 14th member riku, we think that she either died or was exiled for said reasons, thus rechanging the name back to organization 13, you forget that it was once organization 6, and has expanded from there, the name we know that is set is only becuase there was 13 membesr during our times there could be many more or many less in the past, we dont know. we do know however that there was once a 14th, that it was a female, its no one weve seen before(so not larxene), shes not around now and its 13 again, and thats about it.
yeah, sorry, been off the ball a bit,m lot of crap with stupid posts going on, but glad to see that everyone else here is keeping tags, haha
well, you and i have kinda been the asses here for a while, its like our jobs to corect overly stupid posts. Haha
Sorry, I keep calling it KH 0, but BBS just reminds mw of the BBS forum, which then makes me totally confused…but I will try. As for your theory Luna…actually, it could work, as these games are way before KH…so who knows?
havent been in all day, but i see youve been doing a very good job luna
ok?
Luna is in controll now! lol, sorry reza
Woops, sorry Golden. I laughed when I read that post though. Let’s see if I can explain myself. Hmm. See, I read the new information on other sites first like KHinsider or KHVids, and after that I go onto the sites that I comment on. So I’ve already read the information like twice over, so yeah. I also have another reason why I don’t just come to this site first, but it’s harder to explain. But I will if you want me to.
I do read some of them though. :)
Reza, Luna. If oyu could refrain from being “asses” in the forums. After recent incidents with some unwanted posters, I want to promote more polite and mild atmosphere. We all love KH and want to share our thoughts even though they are not correct some of the times.
Thats ture. Goldeye, you make a great point! We all have our own thoughts and feelings about the game, we should be able to talk to people that like the game too and be able to say what we feel!!
Yeah, sorry bout that, didnt realize i even said it till after i posted
Golden has a point there, guys. What he has said is true.
yes, i agree, im sorry if i come off too strong, but i dont do it just for the sake of being mean, im just trying to make sure we have correct information so that we can get to the true understanding of things, and so that thres no confusion in false facts. Sometimes i do get carried away however so for that i am sorry.
We all have opions and we should all be able to speech our minds! Reza what do you mean by “Hey, sorry bout that,didnt realize i even said it till after i posted it” ?!?
cause sometimes i just type what i think without putting it though a filter, so i typed it without even realizing it
You mean what you said to me? If so Its all ok! I can be annoying
You mean what you said to me?
i said it to rus, not sure bout luna
Oh, so you werent talking about me? :]
i dont tihnk i was saying it to you, but i forget, like Reza, i just type what im thinking generally i dont worry about making it politically correct. so i apollogize for that. and i dont think your annoying at all. the only thing is if you could please try and limit your posts to not so many, its easier to follow when each person only puts in one thing at a time.
…okay, this is confusing. Okay, new topic. Umm..Oh yeah, I know we’ve already been over the Terra/Xehanort brother thing, but I have a question.
If they really are brothers, then why is Terra so much younger-looking in the pics? Any theories? Unless, of course, the time warp theory is true. It’s beginning to look more and more likely. Sorry if this is a stupid question.
Well, we cant really answer it, becuase we dont know anytihng about them, we dont even know if they are brothers, i dont think that the time warp thing is true, i think one of two things, either this Xehanort is like a Xehanort senior and the xehanort we know is the Xehanort Jounior, or there was some kinda freak accident that caused him to go back in time. i dont think there is any such time warp, i tihnk tahts too far fetched. and terra is Master Xehnaorts APRENTICE, not brother.
*sigh* I think I’m gonna have to stop commenting guys… it’s the only way I can make sure that you know who the imposter is:
the post that said for you to stop being ‘asses’ was sadly, boo hoo.
Oh, and Tempest it’s OK – for a moment I just thought you’d read my posts and then had suddenly forgot you’d read them or something! :D It’s alright though, I get it now.
As for Ven’s death, sure he might die afterwards, but we haven’t actually seen him die – in other words, the last we’ve seen is that he’s still alive! :D
HAHA Well it had to be said cause if anyone of us called them out on being asses, they would act like even bigger asses…HAHA.
Besides it grinds my bones to see f&ckers like Reza and Luna thinking they are all that…HAHA
You need to get a better handle on this website Golden.
fun?
This is like the neverending nightmare! You’re an even larger ass to show your presence here once again!!!! *Sorry guys I couldn’t help but get it out of my head.*
You think im an ass?!
*smacks forehead and sighs* No Sora, he’s not talking,(well, typing actually), about you, he’s talking about Boo Hoo Hoo. Geeze, this is kinda like those stupid sitcoms where there is always a murderer hiding amonst them..Not really, I’ve just always wanted to say that.
HAHAHAHAHA you have no idea how hard im laughing at you boo hoo. IM serious, you jsut made my day.
First off, dont insult goldens job, becuase hes doing great seing as how theres like 10 functioning members of society.
Seoncd, you want to doubt me and reza? We are ten times smarter than you will ever be, and have more knowledge in our pinky’s abut kingdom hearts than you could hope to have.
the fact that you had to impersonate somone to call us asses amuses me, i mean im craking up that you think your so cool just for that. I mean wow, good job. HA Effing HA
Ok, thats all I needed! lol
yeah, you insult golden to do a better job? the whole reason why he would do a better job is to keep people like you at bay, and even if you didnt post it and it was boohoo, that was perhaps the only smart thing he has said, was to stop calling people asses.
Generally, insulting people doesn’t raise job performance…and anyways, Goldens doing a great job…wait a sec…Golden Eye Ra! Isn’t that that X-box game? Golden Eye? Aha, I knew it was familiar. I bought it for my Dad for his birthday when it came out. Wait, now I feel like an idiot, I totally didn’t connect that before…
Sorry for going off topic hehehe
I still need help, why does axel my second favorite charecter have to rest after he attacks? I NEED TO KNOW!
wow…… so… glad to see everyone in here hit their man-period this week… meh.
Whatever happened to Oblivion, he always seemed to keep things cool.
On a completly unrelated note, I googled tirition and only got 46 hits…yep, this name’s pretty unique!
Wait, that’s wrong, I re-googled and now there’s about 250 hits…most of them are various posts by me.
Wait, did you know that a ‘tirition tube’ is some vague part in older computers? Sorry about the sudden fascination with the name, I’m just curious.
alright, im gonna run through a list of things here…
First off, golden eye is apart of the james bond, and that game was for the N64, but im srue kmnowing golden it has something to do with metal gear solid.
#2–I think Axel needs to rest because he uses fire techniques and abilities. So theoritacally, fire, is the symbol for strenght and courage, and when he attacks, hes using pure strenght, thus the resting.
#3-Tidus, im here, oblivion is now reza.
Same deusche bag different huh. I would of changed my name too after coming out of the closet.
Alright, im going way out on a limb here doing this, but what is your problem boo? I know none of us did anything to piss you off, so why do it? Call me names whatever, I dont care anymore, its the fact that you have to ruin a good thing by being in, hell, imi now convinced you dont even play the game
Boo, cant we all just get alone?!?
…you really like misspelling words, huh.
lol, i hate english, and was never good at it! *sigh*
Why? I love english! Reza and Luna know this already but I’m also a fantastic writer. As far as the story goes Luna and Reza, I have to ask the english department head when/if my story will appear. If I remember, I’ll do it tomorrow. Boo hoo’s comments just make me laugh!
Wait, you write!?!
Hey, I’m a writer too! I didn’t know you were…okay, so I did. You did say/type that you were at some point…I’ve got this book that I’ve been writing for the last three years, although when the computer crashed and the memory got erased, I got set back a bit.
I have one thing to say for Boo Hoo Hoo though; the name’s pretty original.
Tirition, that was your first mistake, writing something frfo 3 years, and not having a backup
Lol, ok triton, an origonal name, means nothing, so lets kinda just move away from that,
second, alot of people say their writers, and really arent that good at it(not implying either of you, its just ironic)
Third, your bad at english? are you not from america, or did you mean the class, becuase english shouldent have anytihng to do with beign able to spell simple words like along.
Fourth, its a good theory Reza, but im not set on it yet, what does others think, why does axel have to rest after attacking?
I know the whole original name thing is annoying, it’s actually kinda interesting to me. I will stop talking about it, ‘kay? Yeah, I should have backed up the file, I only had it stored on my computer,(which crashed). I know this might sound, you know, like I’m being annoying, but seriously, do YOU have theory about Axel, Luna?
I always thought that he would over do it when he attacked. I mean he put his whole being into the last attack that got him.
Wow! You guys have WAY too much time on your hands! LOL! You should all GET A LIFE!
And you shouldn’t sign on here just to critique us! LOL!
…Sorry about that. Yeah. Today’s just one of those days…and I stand by my previous comment about Axel.
My name is special and I am a gay retard…haha @$$hole
Sorry I didn’t check in here yesterday or the day before guys – my internet is majorly capped so I’ve been doing only the bare minimum. Anyways I guess I’ll address a few things:
Thanks for the compliments guys – I do try my best! :D Actually though, Rey’s the owner of the site, but its no one’s fault really if the site isn’t holding up too well – sadly, we couldn’t foresee Ash’s passing, and with him gone we have no technical leader of the site. Rey owns the place, and is acting webmaster, and I’m news editor, and have to act as supervisor now. If we find anyone to lead KHG, all will be remedied! :D
Next on the agenda, my name! Its a strange and… long story, but I’ll cover it as best as possible here! In 2004, I joined the GameFAQs community as GoldenEyeRoGuEaGeNt – the game, Rogue Agent, had only just been announced, and I liked the concept of it (I liked both the original movie and the game based on it)
I built up a name for myself there, but the game was released and turned out to be crap, so when I began to move to other communities (The Hylia), and when I started officially writing, I decided to adopt a name that was shorter, more original, and easier to recognise.
GoldenEyeRa was the name that came from that, and for a while I just told everyone the ‘Ra’ part was just to represent the Egyptian god, until everyone forgot how bad Rogue Agent was, so I could finally talk about where it came from… pretty boring story, actually!
I was considering making the name relate to Metal Gear, but my real name was already coincidentally very related to it (especially seeing as all my close friends have called me by my initials, ‘MG’, since the year before the actual first MGS came out!)
Well then special, perhaps you better do us all a favor and not act like a jerk! In that case, you’re not so special after all!!
My theory on axel is really simple, i think he attacks because he uses power from his like soul in order to attack, he kinda takes a part of his being and puts it in there, thus he rests. THis beign becuase when he put his whole being into an attack in the end, he did it with such ease and confidence.
Hmm, im just putting this out there luna, but isnt that what i kinda said, apart from the soul part?
Special left. some guy impersonated him and typed that message.
yeah reza, its what a coupple people have said, im just too lazy to cite it.
Hmm, I thought I remembered typing a comment on here. Huh, oh well.
Now I definitely remember typing something for here a few days ago.
It was about special being “special” and not special, and saying that Golden should keep commenting no matter what.
well, it was prolly never posted becuase it had some sort of vulger language in it, so it was erased.
You’re most likely correct, Luna.
I don’t cuss. So there would be no reason to erase it.
Knowing me I probably did something to the comment so it wouldn’t post. Who knows.
Actually, there has been alot of times where i would post something on here and it wouldnt register, but when i try to post it again, it would sya double post, and never show up, so its just not temp
Hmm… I’ll check the archives of posts awaiting to be accepted, maybe it ended up there ’cause of some strange malfunction…
Nope, just checked… strangely, there was nothing there from you.
I’ll try and keep commenting, by the way :D
That’s good to hear Golden. I’ve also had that problem too. I don’t get why that would happen, though.
hmm, the only times i have problems is when it just doesnt post, for example i press the post button and it goes back to the top, but when i scroll down, no post, but i didnt get any warning or anything, i assumed it was because of something i typed being innapropriate.
*starts doing Twilight Zone music*
Conspiracy!
lol
*sigh* lol
Could you make coded for PS2? in English there are hundreds of people who would like another KH game for PS2 and you are already making 2 new mobile KH games
will coded include Sora’s heartless
Coded is gonna involve jiminy going inside his journal, which reminds me, if thas the case, i dont think there is gonna be any fighting in that game, would there be?
There has to be! No fighting, No real KH!
OMG DIRK! go away. seriously, either go away or read some of the other posts on this website. THis ist he third time in less than 24 hours ive had to tell people there will never be another KH game for the PS2! read up or get lost.
I now know how your feel
Agreed, Luna.
You’re keeping track? lol
ugh, when its someithng that annoying you just dont forget. I mean we deal with this all the time here. people show up and just randomly post questions that have been answered in depth like 100 times.
I think i was one of them! lol :]
But the difference between you and them sora, is that you actually stayed and listended to the answers, and im sure you didnt go around to every thread and post the same question
When I first came to this site, I read as many other threads before actually making a post. That way, it didn’t make me look like I was stupid or anything.
which is what i wish everyone would do, its not that hard. i did the same thing, i read all the threads from the past like 3 screens of 7 interviews so that when i finally posted i was caught up.
Um, hi. I’m kinda new, but I thought I’d just say a few things, see how badly I get flattened here.
#1 : Im a bit confused on two earlier things. I’d read somewhere, but I can’t recall precisely where, that the kanji’s for Kairi’s name were read as ‘Seperation’, making her the one that seperates the sky (Sora0 from the shore/land (Riku). Also, on the Ven/Ventus thing, I believe Ventus actually means Wind, though I’d have to ask my Mom. Sorry if I sound rude, I’m just saying some stuff I know.
#2) On the whole Old Xehanort/Young Xehanort/Terra thing, I’m something of an occult fan/brat, so I’d lean more towards possession. The old Xehanort, in a last ditch effort to continue his existence/quest, latches onto Terra, destroying his memories and slowly leaching away any remnants of the originals features/personality, though he lost a lot of himself in the process. Again, only theory, but it might explain the change in Terra’s eyes to the golden yellow/amber shade of Xehanort’s if Xehanort had lain down a path to possess him as a last resort.
#3) On the fact that Axel rests between some of his attacks, he’s a fire element user. Pure fire can burn through energy very quickly, and using a lot of it can either lead to a total burn out, or using your life energy to fuel the attack,like Axel did to get rid of all those Dusks. He’s a skirmisher, to use old terms. He hits hard and fast, but he’s vulnerable right after he strikes.
Please tell me what you think of my thoughts, and if I’m being a total pompous ass.
hmmmm…well im not sold on the axel thing, becuase ithink its odd that just his attacks would cause him to rest if we go on the theory of pure strengt.
Second, your not being a pompus ass, the only people like that are people who haven o purpouse here or who post without knowing anything. id say your neither.
second, after reading your post im not gonna flatten you out (im usually one of the ones who does that) im actually happy to say i look forward to having you here beucas you seem to have good info to say and you seem incitefull.
as for the names, Kairi riku and sora means sky, water and land if im not mistaken as does terra ven and aqua. Aqua being water, terra being land, ven being sky as well as riku being land, sora being sky and kairi beign water.
lastly about your possesion theory, its really not bad, it actually makes sense. to elabotare on what you said in my own opinion, when old xehanort died, he transfered his sould into terra thus making him look young and distroying old memories, Brilliant.
Um, wow, is this the first new person here that actually has new information or incitefulness? Never have i seen new people come in and right off the bat have good or interesting question that makes me think!
I love the idea of the Xehanort idea, it makes sense, and luna already pointed it out, about the actual meanings of the names, but you were close.
ANd luna, i dont think your ever gonna be satisifed until Nomura actually gives us reason huh?
Lastly lily, please come back, haha, this may sound weird, but i think we may have another decent person on this site
Thanks, I’m glad people actually want me to come back. I’m kinda shy, and normally I’m scared of voicing my ideas,for fear of getting shot down.
Another idea I kind of had off and on until Nomura showed the younger Sora and Riku in this was a kind of balancing act. I’d though that Ven and Aqua might have been the parents to the characters we know, but I was more inclined to see Ven as Sora’s father and Aqua as Riku’s mother, since the KHI Riku looks fairly similar to her there. Not likely given that little Riku and Sora appear in the game, but it made a kind of sense to me. A ‘the probability of being a Keybearer increases if other members of the family held one’ kind of thing.
Also, it’d make a kind of tragic sense. They survive the fight, believe that Terra has died along with Xehanort, and go on to have children in a nice, quiet place, far from the memories of war. Then Kairi appears, and they leave to go check on what has happened outside of the Destiny Islands, to be attacked by Xemnas, and destroyed or imprisoned, without their children knowing. That, and since there are ‘apprentices’ learnign to weild keyblades in BBS, they might have been waiting for Sora to be a little older before they began teaching both how to use the keyblades, leading to untrained children with Master level potential. By the time Xemnas realizes that Ven and Aqua have left children behind with the potential to be useful tools/weapons to him, Destiny Islands has been swallowed by the Darkness, and he has to track down those children, who naturally prove a bit stubborn and resistant to Nobody logic.
Lord, I shoulds shut my mouth before I ramble much farther. Not like it’s going to happen, but the amount I just said tells you how long and clearly I’d tried to pursue that line of thought.
Oh dont worry about it. Good theories is what this site is all about, other than kh3 being on ps2, haha.
Still not set on them being their kids though, relatives are a good way to go, not sure if perhaps that is the right route, i could eb wrong though, like i have been before
lilymoncat, you can always voice your opion here as long is it makes sense, and like Reza said alot of people ask if KH3 will be for the PS2, that gets annoying, but i was one of them too! lol ;]
You’re always welcome to come back lilymoncat. Wow! It seems as though you even know more than I did when I first came here! Now that’s what I call impressive! Voicing your opinion makes you stronger. I really think your theory has portrays an important meaning. For the most part, it sounds logical. Looking forward to hearing comments.
GOOD JOB LILYMONCAT!!! A+ for the day, lol
Like org said, voicing your opinion makes you as well as us stronger. and the only way you would ever get shot down like to where it matters is if you came here and spouted nonsense. since you didnt, we might just set some details your theorys straigh, but no shooting down will take place, so you can rest easy.
about your theory, ven and aqua could not have rushed off and died becuase soras mom is alive the night before destiny islands gets swallowed up, and ven and aqua cant be their parents because verra and ten are supposed to be around the same age, and sora and riku are 5 when terra and ven look about 15 or 16. and i hope theren ot making kids when there ten or eleven.
we do welcome you with open arms here. as weve all pretty much said, we look forward to future posts.
Right on luna, welcome lily! ;]
Wow Lily thats some brilliant thoughs you got there. Even if im not with you on the child thing you at least know what youre talking about. Keep rambling if theres something you wanna say. Dont be afraid or something like that. Were not mean.
And even if its been said we welcome you Lily
The magazine above is Famitsu.
I’m back from Assategue! Civilization! Yay! Wow, great theories, Lily, the whole possesion thing could fit, Nomura seems to like the whole soul/darkness/possesion thing. And what exactly is the Famitsu? I mean, obviously it’s a magazine and all…
Glad to have ya back, we were worried about ya.
I think all it Famitsu is is like our versions of magazines like Game Informer and EGM or Nintendo Power, at least i think
Welcome back
Thank God! We missed you Triton. Just look at the other posts and you’ll definitely understand everything for sure.
Wow, I missed a lot of new ideas. I didn’t know that Nomura only directed two FF, they all seem like his kind of style…I may,(probably), be wrong, but it seems to me that, besides Lily, there are two are three new-ish posters. Am I right?
nah, almost all the same people. there was a few new harassers that went away, and one person came back from being away (sorafan) the only new person is lily.
I knew he was gone!
lol
Me, or Sorafan? Oh, and you could have meant (s)he.
Sorry if that last comment was confusing, I’m a confused person. Sometimes.
lol
Whaa?
I meant Tirition, and are you a girl?
Whi girl?
Wait a second…you didn’t notice? Thanks a lot!
Wait, it suddenly occured to me how funny this is…-Sora to Mulan- “You’re a girl?!?!?!?” -Mulan- “You didn’t notice?” I won’t add the Mushu quote…
Could have fooled me Triton. I never knew you were a girl.
I haven’t changed, just your perception of me. Ah, scratch that, I’m not so good with the wise thing. What, were you expecting me to giggle?
Sorry, I suddenly just cracked up. Last night around 11 I was reading this and I could not stop laughing, my twin brother walks in and is like, that’s it, she’s finally cracked…
Dont matter me to at all, hell, got me fooled, i dont any difference as far as your theories and views of the game goes
That’s also very true.
lol, it’s not like you asked, and frankly,I just like the game!
Your right we didnt ask, and the assumption still goes around that there are very very few female gamers. Were idiots, at least i am, what can i say
well, were not so much idiots as we are steriotypical. we all expected her to be a boy. And just like everyone else, you had me fooled. I never woulda guessed that you were a girl.
Regardless it doesnt matter to me, my best friend is a girl(ima guy) like reza said, your theorys and opinions wont change.
Most of my friends are guys, it doesn’t matter to me. I guess that video games are more associated with guys. I’m an anomaly, yay! Although I do know quite a few female gamers.
Oh yeah, I really wish you guys would stop saying that, I wasn’t fooling anyone. Plus, Sora, what the heck does ‘whi girl’ mean?
I’ve been bursting into laughter all day today, my parents are convinced that I’ve gone insane.
Welcome to the club tirition, im already there and the king, you can be the queen if you want, haha
i guess that makes Luna and I princes!
Hahahaha…now I have a very disturbing image in my head, Org. I don’t think Luna will appreciate that…
yeah…i thinkll ill make him the jester, lol
Not to divert this thread back to its original purpose or anything, but..I was looking through some of the 385/2 pics, and I have a question/theory. Okay, so some of the pics show Roxas/Axel/Saix and/or Xigbar fighting Darkside.
At the beginning of CoM, the voice tells Sora that Darkside is his darkness. In CoM, Zexion says pretty much the same thing to Riku. So, how can they both be right? So, here’s my theory,(sorry if I’m reading to much into this, I’m bored). My theory is that Darkside is pretty much the embodiment of evil-albeit only for keyblade wielders. So only they can fight him. *copypaste*Roxas/Axel/Saix and/or Xigbar can fight Darkside because they’re Nobodies. They don’t have hearts, so they can’t exactly have darkness or light in their hearts. Again, sorry if I’m reading too much into this, I’ve been wondering about Darkside for a while.
Plus we just finished watching Transformers, it’s 11:30 here, and I went to bed at one and got up at six, so I’m pretty tired. So if I’m not making any sense, please let me know.
It doesn’t count for me if you make sense or not. Half the time I’m confused anyways. lol
Oh boy. When I’m like REALLY tired, I start laughing for no reason at all and everyone thinks I’ve gone insane.
Anyways, my brain hurts right now. But I think you’re makin sense.
lol
That’s good, ’cause you’re not…
REZA! there is no way im the jester! NO WAY!
lol and if your the king, and tritons the queen arent you married…that would make me and org your kids?! *makes discustd face*
Hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!! What crazy minds we all have here. *smirks*
You gotta love the nicknames…anyways, no one answered my Darkside question/theory!
Haha, im an idiot, i do these wierd theories every once in a while.
But to answer your darkside question, i might be recalling something along these line, but twisting the info a bit. But i dont think they were completly telling the truth to riku and sora when they said that darkside was born from the darkness of their hearts, but from everyones hearts in existence.
That, or darkside somehow sense that roxas is sora’s nobody and attacks him because of that
Tirition is a girl? WOW! lol, im not good at talking to girls, Lol! :]
You’re a little late in picking that piece of info there…..
I STILL don’t know what ‘whi girl’ means, and besides, you had no problem before. And Reza, I think you’re right about the fact that Zexion might not have been being entirely truthful to Riku. Ooops, gotta go.
well sora, you may have troubble talking to girls in real life, but it shouldent matter on a website. The reaction that stops you from talking to girls well happens when your face to face. it can be associated with a fear of saying the wrong thing. but if you think clearly you shouldent have a problem here.
Hmmm, its interesting, i think darkside is more the universal darkness throught the world. Not just in the keyblade weilders hearts but in almost all hearts in everyone. Its like a manifested form of universal darkness. Thus anyone should in theory be able to fight it if its not drawn from anyone specifically. if thats the case, then i would agree that org 13 is able to fight them due to the lack of a heart, thus leading to a lack in darkness and or light.
Going back to the girls subject, I’m actually quite shy. Here’s something that really bugged me. Just the other day I was riding my bike and saw this 8th grade girl. While we were talking Alexis asked me how old I was. Once I said that, boy did she have a response for me. Alexis said that once I turn 18, getting into a realtionship was against the law. And I’m thinking that I wouldn’t want one anyway. It didn’t even cross my mind. She got so defensive!
My eyes are focused on someone I’ve known for a long time. By far, she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever met. Sadly, I won’t see her until Nov. 4. I’ve had a serious crush on her for the longest time now. I just don’t know what to say to her. Suggestions anybody? As far as your theory goes Luna, it sounds logical enough.
Org, just find a supject you both like, I have a monster crush on this girl, she acts as if she has a monster crush on me but trys to hide it, We talk alot though, but i feel like im always flirting instead of just talking
and luna, you have a point, i think the one that have greater darkness in them are targeted by the oganization (like riku) OR they see the promise in there hearts and trigger that to turn into darkness, Riku want to save kiri so bad that he went to the wrong side to fight, He also was mislead by the heartless, so they just want to have puppets to throw at sora? What do you think of that?
Originally, the organization was interested in Riku because he ‘smelled like Superior’, meaning that the light and the dark blend in him the same way, or that they are both powerful. Don’t know which. As for how to talk to a girl…wouldn’t know, I’ve never had that problem, hahahahaha…..seriously, you guys crack me up. I am constantly laughing when I’m on this site. I know you don’t mean to be funny, but you are! Geeze, obviously girls are on your minds right now. *sigh*
On a different note, do you guys celebrate Halloween? I always ask first..I’ve got some questions about Halloween/Christmas town.
Tirition, you jump from subject to subject more than i have ever seen…and not even 2 subjects that are closely related, haha.
Org, just go for it i say, the only thing your gonna regret is not doing something, rather than what could’ve happened.
Tir, how could anyone not like Halloween? you get to dress up all funky without having people look at you weird, well, they still do, but now you have a reason
Trust me, I’ve met some weird people. As for the subject jumps, well, it’s my nature. Sorry!
That’s what is so great about you!
Well, I was just going to leave mysteriously for a few weeks, but I changed my mind. So, I’m leaving fo a few weeks.! You all probably won’t see me for a while, what with prepping halloween parties, helping out everyone at Clearwater Nature Center get ready for the halloween tours,(every year my brother chickens out to be a tour guide, I’M going to this year), and whatever else comes up. So, happy early Halloween, everyone! Even if you don’t celebrate it!
Oh, and thanks, Org. I always forget to thank people, sorry! And then I remember to late…Augh..I’m supposed to be doing schoolwork..and watching the puppies…and making dinner…Bye!
Haha, i agree with org, your stories are kinda funny, heres the thing, you can ask us all you want, but it wont matter. your mind will allways tell itself what it wants to, and no outside force is going to change that. when it comes down to the descision, you wont act based of what reza or i tell either of you, its going to be your brains impulse. You may not know it, but thats how it happens.
All right, ill explain relationships to you two. Your brain and your “heart” work synonimously, or at the same time. because yuor brain controlls the very aspect of this “heart” and your “heart” tells your brain what to tell it. Its a never ending cycle of impulsive decision making, that an outside force cannot act apon. thus me and reza cannot help you. The reason your caught up in what to do is becuase your brain fears the unknown and its effect on your “heart” so it tries to protect you, by holding back.
i put heart in quotes becuase everyone knows your actuall heart does not controll your emotions, its a sector of your brain, but its easier to call it your heart, becuase thats waht its generally associated with.
in the end, you need to make the final decsision, we cant help either of you.
This is one one of those things where it just happens naturally. As the day draws nearer, I grow more anxious. I’m not going to start thinking about the what ifs. That’s going to get me nowhere. Thanks Luna for your suggestion. This will definitely help me.
*sigh* i all ways have something off, lol :]
yeah, you will either do it, or you wont. Its just a natural connectinon so that everytihng plays out as god intends.
I’m curious Luna. How did you know all of this information? Did you take some phsychology class or something?
Remember the story I described to you guys about what happened to me at lunch one day? Two days ago I wrote about that incident and I showed it to my history teacher. I was able to learn something interesting about Ben. She only knows him because this teacher had his sister. It turns out to be that his parents are deaf. Apparently, I’ve also been told that he knows sign language really well. Once I heard that I felt sorry for him. How can someone deal with an issue like that. It would make an intriguing story. I intend to ask him about it tomorrow. What do you guys think?
i actually dont remember the whole incident real well, sorry, so im not really getting the connection, i remember that he did soemthing to embarass you, but thats all i can remember sorry, dont have too good of a memory of the important stuff
That’s not what I’m asking about in particular. Should I ask him about it?
Okay, I have about… umm…3 minutes 54 seconds..53.52..gah! Any way gotta type fast. I was lookignt through some of the old threads and I noticed that you all actually noticed that I was gone! I was shocked. It’s around 11, I don’t really have enough thime, but whatever. Org., before you confront your friend, askyourself, how long have you known him? If it’s longer than a year and he still hasn’t told you about it, than he probably doesn’t want to talk about it. Although, if you have known him for longer than a year,and he hasn’t told you, than you need to think about your friend ship. At least, that’s the way it is for girls, I really don’t know about guys. Augh, 50 seconds! Anyway gotta cram responses to the other posts into this one. Alright, so we don’t really know whether or not Axel is Riku’s nobody, but it’s unlikely. And Eagl is back. And my computer is about to run out of charge in about ten seconds. I really need to charge it..
Of course we noticed you were gone triton, your a big part of our community, and we fell incomplete when a member is gone. I think, at least i do.
i wouldent ask your friend about it org, its not your place, its his to tell you, and if he hasnt, then dont, let him come to you, or leave it alone. its for hte best
and yes, i took AP(advanced placemnt, like college level) Phsychology one my freshmen year, and AP Phsych 2 last year. there is no AP Phsych 3 or id be in it. but thats how i new that.
I figured that. someone else also mentioned to me the same idea. Like you said, I shouldn’t ask him about that. It’s a touchy subject like what happened to me when I was a baby.I’m currently working on another short story which isn’t as personal. This one however, will never exceed the power THE STORY of MY LIFE had. It may be a year old, but the impact it has doesn’t change. Still nothing as to when it’s coming out online yet.
You know, everyone has something interesting to talk about. My mother’s father was abusive to my grandmother, and left when she was two. A couple of years ago, she became interested in finding him, ( we knew nothing about him then, my Grandmother never mentioned him), and she, (my mother), hired a private invesigator and everything. We found him, and he’s a terrible person, he lives in L.A., Mom hasn’t talked to him or mentioned him for a year and a half. On the other hand, I now have some very interesting relatives. And you, Org. , when you were born, probably some of the nueral, ( I don’t think I spelled that right), pathways weren’t connected properly. My younger sister was born almost deaf, she had to get ear tubes for her, and she didn’t learn to speak properly untill she was three. My twin brother was born with respitory issues, and when he was eight he really busted upi his cheek by running into someone else. He still has the scar!
But I don’t have any interesting things to tell about myself. I guess I’m kinda lucky, maybe when I’m older I’ll make millions selling my family’s story to Paramount films. Sorry if that was just one big rant over nothing in particular, everthing is going perfect for me right now and it’s dead boring.
Org, let us know when you do internet-isize your story. I’ll read it. Probably. :D If you can’t tell, I plugged in my computer.
Don’t pay me any attention, I’m sleep deprived.
One question, Org. Your story is called ‘THE STORY of MY LIFE’? Could you give me a brief overview?
Using the least amount of words possible, here’s the overview: I SHOULD BE DEAD. (brain hemmorage)
Well, yeah, you already said that. You still being alive is amazing. I can see that.
Okay, different question. How long is it?
A good 3 pages at least. Let me tell you something crucial about it. This story alone has touched so many people Triton. It has even gotten bullies off my back. I could post it on here if you like but it’s lengthy as I’ve mentioned alredy. Only positive remarks have been made. My personal narrative shows how powerful my writing truly is.
i can believe it org, i bet its amazing. And i will read it along with triton if you post it somewhere. It sounds interesting, but i think youve already told me about most of it in segments in the past. still i look forward to reading it.
As for you triton, i dont wanna damper your mood, but usually having a perfect life one time, means god is getting ready to destroy you, or that your life will be taking a drastic turn. Not to damper your mood, just a heads up. Dont get overzeallous is all im saying.
thirdly, i dont really have anything thats super amazing that i really feel like sharing. sorry guys, no look into lunas life today, im sure if your really curious you can go back a few pages to find where it talk about my relationship problems, and my whole jcok thing. and if you really care and cant find it im sure i can muster the little courage needed o tell you. lol
No, Luna, that’s my problem. Everything us so perfect that I’m basically jumping at shadows. You all have so many problems, it could fill a book. But then again, doesn’t everyone?
And Org, your story is three pages? Nice. Can’t wait to read it. If it ever goes internet. lol
I’ll let you guys deicide on this decision. Should I post it on here or would it not be a good idea?
im sure you can figure out im not lying when i say i wanna read it, but i wouldent post it here, then everyone could see it, and with the run ins weve had with certain people (boo hoo and other posers) i cant imagine that it would end without some sort of public ridicule, and no one wants that.
I know you’re not lying. And yes, I agree with view Luna. You’re right, it might be used against me instead.
I was gonna say that, but it didn’t seem diplomatic. Not to you, Org, but to other posters. You could start a new site, for a small fee,(actually I don’t know how much it is), and put your story on it. Or not. Actually, that would probably never work. Forget I just said/typed that.
I know where you can go, its where i got to post all of my works. Its http://www.Fictionpress.com
you create a sn, and then you can post any typed document and make a genra, then anyone can read it, but they wont know its you by name unless youve told them prior to. its a great site if you ask me, but its just a sugestion.
Thanks for the suggestion. Okay, I have question for you guys. Do you know what it means when you know something that another character in the story does not know? I’ve been trying to figure it out but nothing is coming to mind. Even my English teachers don’t know the word.
i dont think there is a word for it, when you know something that other charecters dont know would just be knowledge you have that tehy dont. i dont know if theres a specific word for it.
Confidential? No, that’s not right…um…no, I really don’t think there’s a word. A sentence, maybe.
I think it’s called being oh crap, I just lost it.
lol
Let’s see
Bein omniscient
i think
and then there’s being partially omniscient or something along those lines
I’ll ask my English teacher on Monday.
She went to Stanford.
lol
Luna, I’m just gonna take a wild guess that you believe in predestination?
I don’t believe that.
Oh, and I care enough for you to post it!
I wanna read it
All of them!
Ya know Org, we could just give you our e-mail addresses if that’s okay with everyone.
*shrugs*
Well, I guess it’s time to put up my sob story. Give me a sec, I gotsta go eat.
lol
I’m sure you’re all thinkin “what kind of challenge could a 13 year old face that’s so terrible?”
I wouldn’t mind however. If boo hoo ever sees them then it could get really ugly. Prove me wrong, but I think my story was painful enough. And guess what? That hemmorage is still there lying dormant in my brain.
You know, I don’t think that Org would be that happy to have to mail a three-page story to 10 people. Even with copy/paste. And Tempest, I don’t think you meant ‘predestination’.
I don’t know what I meant.
lol
Aw, that’s awful Org. :(
I was gonna post my own story and I was typing it last night, but then my mother made me eject off the computer, so I’ll try to type it back up tonight.
Well, just don’t make it too lengthy alright?
made me eject of the computer? lol, are you trying to incorperate bigger words in your posts to sound smarter. lol
and im pretty sure you dont mean predestination.
YOU CALLIN ME DUMB?!?!?!
lol JK
And I’m smart!
(pause)
I just don’t show it very much.
lol
But my mom seriously made me get off the comp. that very second.
She was mad. 0_0
And yeah, I don’t mean predestination.
Stupid me.
(nobody say anything!)
lol
I’ll make it as short and unemotional as possible so I don’t depress myself.
lol
Kay, most of my life, me was quite, introverted smart kid.
6th grade I had my first best friend who I could practically tell anything to. We thought alike and I think I really liked her.
She moved over the summer, but we kept in touch. Also over the summer I got to know some other friends better.
7th grade I had my friends around me and everything was pretty good. THen, around this time last year, one of them turned on me, and the rest followed. Another friend had gotten a girlfriend (witchy girl) and she of course came FIRST. I sat alone at lunch a lot and the first friend that had betrayed me starting giving me death threats and did everything he could to make my life miserable. My best friend from 6th grade stopped returning my phone calls AND I CALLED HER EVERY FREAKIN NIGHT!!!!! Soon I stopped tryin. Um, by winter I was super depressed, felt like I was worthless, and was even contemplating suicide. I never did attempt it though, THANK GOD!
Things got better later on. Made new friends, (one of them responsible for me being as loud as I am now-adays lol) but there were still problems in school. There was a rumor that I was gay (since all my new friends were girls) along with other things.
Then over this past summer I took charge of my life and changed the things I didn’t like about myself. Got closer to God and stuff like that too. I also learned to apply what I’ve gone through so I can at least try to help other people. And now I’m all better. :)
Mostly.
lol
And all through this my parents had no clue and still don’t. *shrugs*
Short enough for y’all? lol
God that was long!
Wow, and I thought being betrayed by one person I trusted well was bad. That just shocks me! I completely understand what you’re saying, Tempest. Although I the thought of suicide never even crossed my mind. Luna and Reza know this already but I haven’t had a friend for 5 years now. You guys are the only ones I’ve ever had.
Have any of you ever heard of MRSA? It’s the disease that people die of in hospitals. There was a rumour that my brother found out in our school. Supposedly someones has the disease. Now usually, 99% of the time rumors prove to be false. However this one happens to be true. Actually two students in our building have it. Now my question is who are they and why would they come to school knowing they have it? The last thing we need is a state of panic.
:( That’s awful Org. :(
Both things.
*hugs him*
:(
:(
You all have issues, you know that? I’ve never had problems in school, in Elementary, my twin brother and I were known as ‘those smart twins’. I remember in 3rd grade, one of the six graders who I had never met before came up and goes, hey, I know you! We got to skip a lot of our classes and go to the library, we had special lessons with Mr. Perelli until fourth grade. And in middle school, I guess we kept the rep.
My only real issue was that my mother was deathly ill with CFS until I was 11. I remember that some days, she just couldn’t do anything. She used to get monster migraines, and we had to make sure there was no light in her room. Most people die after 10 years or so of CFS, (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome), and she was cured around the nine year mark. She calls it a miracle.
Geeze, I don’t know why I felt like saying that, we just got back from the Halloween tours,(which were cancelled yesterday, it had been raining for three days straight), and this year Beth, (she’s the new VM, volunteer manager), decided that the tours would be made in the dark, with just flashlights. In 50 degree weather. *sigh*
I can’t believe that you have no friends outside of online, Org! Try harder. Or something. And Tempest, maybe if you weren’t calling your freind every night, that might have helped. One of my friends, whom I have known four over four years, has had a dramatic temperament change in the last year. I am so mad at her, we are just drifting apart. And that happens. Things change. It’s great, Tempest, that you could move past that and make new friends. Anyone who would just turn on you like that probably wasn’t a good friend anyway. I’m glad you didn’t suicide, that seems a little drastic. And no, I’ve never heard of MRSA. Sounds terrible.
Ha, look at me being all therapisty, XD. ah, this a monster post. This hread seems to have a lot of them..
Yeah, that was a HUGE post. You don’t really need to read it, I didn’t realize how long it was until I hit submit comment, sorry! And Org, it’s good to know that you can make online friends. They usually last for a while.
Yeah Tirition, I know that it might of helped, but she would never answer her phone. Or even bother to call me back once a week
the time I stopped tryin was when she called and hung up, letting my phone ring ONCE so that it would be a missed call
the thing is I had picked up the phone when it happened
But the worst part of it all is that I tried to get back in touch with her last week (since I had changed so much since the last time we had talked)
We texted first and she was really excited to talk to me again, but she was at a restaurant and couldn’t talk on the phone that night.
So we made plans for me to call her the next day, and when I called her that next day, she didn’t pick up
txted me that she had a low battery and to hang on
I tried later that night and the next day, still no answer
I’m done with her now
Hmmm, well since were all in this one big sharing mood i guess its my turn. And feel special becuase im usually pretty guarded and dont share much of anything.
Ok, so ive never had any disseses, but i got a MASSIVE concussion when i was 8 and my childhood went out the door. So i dont remeber anything before then. Since i was ten my parents have been abusive and alcoholcis, ive had Cronic depression since i was 12 ( i guess thats a dissease huh.) and im on medication. Ive attemped suicide like ten times, and i wound up in the hospital twice due to my best friend. I manage though. thats my sad part
about my school and friend life, i used to be a huge whimp in middle school, i was a weakling a fatty, a wuss everything. the last year of middle school i started playing football. That summer i got really really buff, and played JV football my freshmen year. So when i was a freshmen i was pretty much a total Bad Ass. that same year, someone called me gay becuase my three best friends are girls, and well they ended up bloody and bruised with my fist print in their cheek if you catch my drift. Sophmore year everything went good, and i stopped fighting so much and got more religious. Now im a junior, my best friend is the same one ive had since 7th grade (11th now) and were great. And i still get in the occasional fight, but i dont do it as much as usuall. People pretty much dont mess with me or my friends for pretty much fear of their lives, haha, which is why im so impulsive on this site, and why im so short with people. The only troubble i still have is my parents still drink, and they yell alot, then my depression kicks in and suicide comes back occasionally.
well theres my story, pretty long huh?
As for others stories, Im sure you already know that im your friend org, and will stick by you so long as were both on this site.
Tirition that actually is a miricle about your mom, and im happy about that, but other than that im happy your life is going good.
I try to rember all the time, and i think it will prove usefull to all of you, that God never throws anything at you that you cannot handle.
ER!!!!!! It didn’t post my freakin’ comment!
What the FREAK!!!
One more time.
Luna, that’s so sad. :(
And thanks for sharing.
Everyone for sharing.
It was really cool. :)
Now for the second part.
I found a scripture Luna that goes along with what you said.
“When under trial, let no one say: ‘I am being tried by God.’ For with evil things God cannot be tried nor does he himself try anyone.”
And that was James 1:13 (New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures)
Sorry I had to like quintuple post or whatever, but it wouldn’t freakin go through as one.
Dive into the Heart had that same problem, maybe the site is acting up. And Luna, it’s great that you pulled your life together. It might sound stupid, but I think that miracles occur everyday, regardless of race, religon, or gender. Oh, and if you suicide, I swear, I will NEVER FORGIVE YOU! I will come back in the afterlife and find you. So don’t. Are you out of your house now?
Thanks guys. I wish I could tell these things to people in school. In the past I was always told to just ignore people who annoyed me and just absorb it. After doing that for half a decade I’m sick of it! Beside you guys I haven’t been able to vent to anyone else. I don’t want my family knowing because a lot of it is just stupid stuff anyway. I’m just afraid that one day all of my anger is going to be taken out on the wrong person. Additionally I had a dream that wasn’t too comfortable. It dealt with school. With my luck, it will probably end up happening in the near future.
Well, most of my friends I have had for at least four years, I get new ones, but most are around that time period. But you know, I think making friends has always come easier to me because I have known one of my friends, Meghan, since I was two, and having a boy twin helps in that I can have a lot of guy friends. So I don’t really have much to vent on here. Org, dreams are usually a way for your subconsious to communicate with you. An example would be that you’re having a lot of small issues, so you would maybe dream about a lot of small lizards eating you. your dream probably wasn’t about whatever it was about, so ask yourself, what problems have you not been dealing with recently?
Sorry all my recent posts have been so long, you all got me into writer mode.
lol, it seems more like preecher mode. But its all good.
the thing i had said a while back, about relationships, which is my biggest school problem, is i havent had a Girl Friend in like 4 years, becuase all the girls into me now are superficial Sl**s, and the ones i like, think im just this like superjock ass, which is i guess a turnoff for most of the morally sound girls in my school. So they really dont wanna get to know me. so i run into some problems in that catagory. My whole team (football) all have Gfs, so im kinda the loner, and well it gets lonely.
I too feel the same way. you know what’s really bugging me though? When I’m finally ready to open up to people i’m pushed right back down again. Sometimes I feel as though it’s too late to make any kind of change. I hate to say this but my story is the only thing that’s makking me push forward. Honestly, I ‘ve never had a girlfriend in my life! Every time I set my eyes on someone it turns out they’re already seeing another guy……. I gave up a while ago. Currently I have just met one of my brother’s friend who is a girl. She has a good heart in my opinion. There is one other thing I’ve learned as well. This girl is a great writer like me. So I gave her my story during lunch on Friday. can’t wait to hear her comment on it! Also I like to think of myself as a senior, not a sophomore. Even one of my teachers agrees with me that I’m realizing things earlier than most students are.
About the dream it does make sense.
THERE IS NOTHIN FREAKIN’ WRONG WITH NOT HAVING A GIRLFRIEND!!!
lol
I don’t plan on gettin a girlfriend for a long time. There’s really no reason to date if you aren’t ready to marry.
Listen, just don’t let the thought of NEEDING a girlfriend consume you.
People don’t NEED a girlfriend, they just WANT one.
It’s unhealthy to think otherwise.
Don’t get me started on dreams . . .
lol
So true. I never said that I NEEDED one.
lol tempest arent you a little young to make that kind of an assumption.
you cant really say you dont need a girlfriend until youve had one, and have indipendance from your parents.
theres plenty of reasons to date outside of getting married, in fact its the oposite, only the niave believe that theres no reason to date unless your leading to marriage.
No one needs a girlfriend, but being surrounded by friends who have them messes with your mind, so to speak. it works like this (get ready, another physchology blast coming at you)
When you see things around you enough, and when these things have positive effects on people close to you, your mind begins to assume that you need one as well. Your mind cannot differentiate between whats needed to live and whats wanted, thast for another part of your brain. So when you see people around you that have girlfriends and are happy, your mind will begin to tell you “hey that looks good, im gonna get my body one of them to make me happy” thus you start wanting a girlfriend ouside your normal drive. Then what happens is generally people resist that temptation or they just cannot get a girlfriend, so your mind begins to use othere methodds in order to get you one, E.g feeling sick to your stomach, or feeling lonely.
so no, you dont need a Girlfriend, but you will eventually want one so bad, that subconciously your mind will sicken you or make you lonely like me to the point of wanting one.
Correct me if I’m wrong but we ourselves have the power to change what we think and do. Let me put it this way. Most people are conformists but I’m an unconformist. Being diferent has its advantages and disadvantages.
What the heck!?!?!
(if I sound angry, sorry)
That’s the second time I’ve heard that and it’s startin to piss me off big time.
Care to explain why it’s so niave.
*takes a deep breath in and out*
lol
Hey Luna, why don’t you explain it to him.
why whats so niave?
im sorta confused, do you mean why are you niave to assume that you dont need a Gf when your really young?
if so then the answer is actually really simple, its because of lack of experience. you being young have no idea the influence that others in the high school persona can have on you, so your not logically able to make an assumption like the one you did. Basically, until youve lived it, you cannot relate to it, and if you cannot relate to it, then you cannot relay it. (meaning you cant tell others something becuase you dont understand unless youve lived it) thus you are Niave for making that kind of an assumption.
to answer your Correction org. your right that we have the power to change what we think and do, but it doenst come from no where, as you more than likely know, theres differant sections of our brain that controlls diferant things, and theres portions in those sections to controll even more specific things (eg. one section could be sense, 5 catagories in that section could be the 5 senses seperately) so you are right in that we have the power to change it, but your not actually changing anything, all your doing is surpressing that said emotion or state, in order for you to make another one more predominent. The section of your brain that controlls your thoughts (like what you hear in your head) can tell the rest of the brain pretty much what to believe. So when you tell yourself something, eventually your brain will pull forth whatever your minds telling you, and make it heard over the rest. a prime example of this being when you tell yourself your sick or that somthing hurts, you can actually trick yourself into believeing it. ( i hope you didnt want scientific terms for any of the Sections or that dissease of believeing things, i didnt wanna confuse people.)
so there ya go people.
SO what you’re saying is that once I’ve gone through highschool, and if I still feel that way, then it won’t be naive to say that there’s no need for a GF until you’re older, correct?
Good GOD! Two more of my friends are dating now. *rolls eyes* They’ve only told 2 people. They’re not even acting like they’re dating either. *rolls eyes again* Now this relationship I can say is useless, because I know both of them VERY WELL.
So don’t say it’s naive.
lol
Lord, I’m actually understanding all his explanations. lol
Org’s probably gonna comment in the next sec.
lol
Yeah, Luna’s words may be a bit technical but it makes logical sense. Honestly, I find that it’s not right for people our age to be dating. My version of a date is just hanging out together and having fun.
Man are you good at predicting! Hahaha!!
Woo hoo!
*highfives Org*
Oh yeah!
lol
I have so much homework tonight; it’s insane!
Lol, you all understand my explinations becuase ive sorta tweaked them so that its like “dude” lingo. lol. In the next one i can use technical terms and see how lost i can make you guys. lol
and thats correct Temp in my definition of Niaviety. ( im not sure thats a word, but it is now)
lastly, people can date at any time in their life, becuase a date is whatever the two people who partake in it, want to make it. So a date can be watching a movie at the cineplex, or throwning snowballs at the local punk. A date is defined as two people coming together to join synonomously in some sort of joyfull activity. So if your five years old, and invite the girl next door to eat some glue with you, technicaly its a date. The reason why we think dating is pointless until you can do tihngs indipendantly (eg drive to the cineplex yourself) is becuase the dating persona thats enveloped into our mind is that of the older genus. meaning we all recognize dating as for adults, when in reality, its anyone who spends solo time out of the norm (forgot to add that, so like walking to your locker with your best friend is not a date, but going with your best friend to the movies when both people want it to be a date, well then thats a date)
Yes, but I’m talking about HAVING a girlfriend/boyfriend etc.
And I stayed up til midnight last night doing homework and I have a fellin I’m gonna have to do the same tonight.
well then im confused. Restate what you were asking, and ill answer it. lol
Just the other day I met one of my brother’s friends who is a girl. After talking to her for a short while I gave her my story. I shouldn’t be but I’m just very shy for the most part to ask her what she thought of it. She has even told me that she too is a good writer. It’s happening slowly but I think I’m starting to have a slight crush on her. Although I have no clue as to what I should say to her. For a freshmen she’s really beautiful and funny. What’s your input Luna?
haha, i like that your coming to me for my physcological analysis. makes me feel important. so thank you.
Ummmm, well our minds tend to get infatuated with first impressions becuase the surphace relates to us, as you can see when she said shes a good writer. What tends to happen, is our minds jump to things quickly in order to solve subconcious probelms without innerr confrontation (so that you dont start to evaluate the pros and cons and change your mind) so, i wouldetn say anytihng just yet, but id get to know her a little first. If in a few days or weeks or whatever you feel you really know her well, then make your move. IN regards to what id say to her, go right for it, dont beat around the bush, because you will end up making her mad, or changing your mind. IF you decide you really like her, walk up and say simply “i really like you, will you go out with me?” her mind will evaluate the situation immidiatly becuase the question was right to the point. so she wont be overanalyzing things on the spot, and youll get an honest answer.
about her being a freshmen, if your worried about age, dont be, its not a big enough differance to matter. after all “age aint nuthin but a number.”
hope this helps. lemme know if you need anything else.
Sure thing Luna. I’ll try talking to her tomorrow.
I did manage to talk to Christina today. She’s quite a character if you ask me. Since I know where she sits at lunch I’ll probably talk to her then.
Two things, dont get enfatuated, and throw yourself at her all the time, give her space, talk to her like every 3-4 days unless she talks to you otherwise.
and two, dont change yourself if your around her friends, because you dont want anything getting started when your not yourself.
but im sure you already knew that.
Yeah, don’t HUNT her down. That’s bad.
Stick to you norm schedule and if you just so happen to see her, be friendly to her.
And just go outa your way once or twice a week.
Nothin major, cuz then that’ll scare her.
Did I forget anything?
Hmm . . .
You know something though? It gets annoying after a while when people are always asking if I have a girlfriend. When I tell them no I simply say this: I’m not rushing it whatsoever. If it’s meant to be then I’ll push for it. These kind of things are not supposed to be rushed into anyway. Correct me if I’m wrong.
Nope, you’re 100% right.
no, your right, its not that its not meant to be rushed, because it will hapen whenever the two people are ready, but thgins will happen when there meant to. Its a very controversial point your brining up with two very equal sides to it.
many people believe that your destiny is set into stone the moment you breath air outside your moms womb. and that nothing you do will change that, becuase the changes you make are already writen down on that same stone tablet
others believe that your destiny is predetermined but that it can be changed along the way, and that only you have controll over it.
the third kind of people think that its not written at all, and that its made up as you go along, but i dont really consider them part of it, beucase i simply dont believe there right, call me narrowminded but i think everyones destiny is already written out, whether you can change it or not, im not sure of yet. Not even i have a solid answer for that.
regardless, i completly agree with what tempest said in post 262
She may be a freshman but that’s wht I could care less about. Christina has a really kind heart. I know it’s too early to say this; but she could be the one that removes the emptiness within my heart. Perhaps she is the light that will purge the darkness for me. Anything is possible at this point.
again another controversial point. My point a view, someone or something isnt themselves the light in your heart, there the ones with the power to life the light in your heart out, and bring it into full force. just my opinion.
dont get to into this, if things go the wrong way, youll be heartbroken if you set up to high. so be carefull.
I will take as long as it takes.
And what, and we can’t be the ones who remove the emptiness in your heart?!?!?
lol JKJKJK
Yay! Luna agrees with me!
lol
And I’m one of those “third kind of people” Luna.
For me, God has the power to see into the future and find out how we wil turn out, but he choses not to. SO because no one knows what will happen in the future, we’re not predestined.
MY belief.
And yeah, I think I agree with Luna on the light in heart thing.
As I have said before, I will not rush this in any way whatsoever. That’s why realtionships tend to go sour. Here’s my strategy in a few words: talk, watch, learn and then make the move. Smart, eh?
yeah, depending on how you go about your plan.
We’ll see how you do.
sorry i havent put my input whatsoever on this. Not a great help when it comes to this sort of thing
lol I thought you just never went back this far into the posts.
Well, I have to day that the wedding was good. It was so nice to see the two girls I haven’t seen for 2 years. In the begining it was really hard to talk to them because so much had happened that we didn’t even know where to start. The older one is still as beautiful as she was the last time. There was just one thing I wish I had done before the event ended. Deep down, I wanted to tell her how I felt. But something held me back. Call me dumb but I didn’t want my brother knowing or anyone else actually. Just hope that she doesn’t have a boyfriend yet…. Reactions anybody?
Two things, first of all, i respect that you didnt say anything for fear of people knowing, everyone and their dog has that problem whether they want to acknowledge it or not, so you shouldent feel any remourse for not telling her for that reason.
second of all, not telling her was for the best. If your not going to see her alot, then it wouldent be fair to abstruct her with these thoughts when she couldent act upon them. Its better for her that she doesnt know straigh from you.
Got it. Just before I got out of bed this morning I asked myself something. Would it have been right to tell her about my feelings? But after reading what you have said, I see that it would have been really awkward. That gives me more of a reason to see her again. Whenever I’m with her, all of my anger just vanishes. She lives all the way up north in Norwood, NJ. It’s roughly 100mi. away from our house. Somehow I feel our friendship is going to become more than that. If I try too hard, it could all fall apart like a house of cards.
well im rooting for you, just be carefull what you get into, and make sure one hundred percent things will work before you jump in. 100 miles is alot man.
Tell me about it. Thanks a lot for your support. IF she becomes my girlfriend, then that could be a turning point in my life. She has such a gentle soul. I’ve had a crush on her for at least 4 years or so(maybe 3).
anytime, im happy to support you, and will always be aroudn to give advice to you. not just you, anyone who needs it.
the thing about long crushes is that your brain alot of the time gets used to the idea of liking one person, so your brain refuses to shoot that person down, regardless of how they change. They could become the biggest ass in the world, and a total turn off to you, but theres a good change youll still have a crush on them, beucase you began back when they were what you wanted, and your brain creates an image now of what they were back then, and you go back to liking the new them, even tho its sometiems false.
im not trying to discourage you, all im saying is you really need to be carefull before you do anything, make sure that shes what you want, and that long distance will work, if all tahts fine and dandy, well than more power to you my friend.
It won’t post my God forsaken comment again!!!!!!!!!!
DIE YOU STUPID COMMENT SYSTEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(sighs)
11 o’clock at night and I’m still doin homework.
Distraught – adjective – in a state of mental confusion and conflict; distracted
ONTO WORD ART!!!!!
Talli ho!
lol
I can’t take this freakin comment system anymore!!!!!
One more time.
Ye@h, I @gree with Lun@ 100%.
And y’know Org, what might help is to try to $tep into her $hoes and figure out how much she actually knows about you, and what her veiw is on you.
And Luna, don’t worry. I’m sure there’ll come a day when I need to borrow your brain too.
lol
Oh thank GOD it went through this time!
*sorry for posting 6 times in a row too*
haha, well im here to help anyone who needs it.
Thankfully,I have the entire week off from school. Thanks a lot Luna. But you know something? When I really think about it, she hasn’t changed at all.
Hint, Org. Girls nearly always know when a guy has a crush on them. Wait, you have the entire week off from school?!?!?!?
Happy belated halloween everyone.
they allways know because guys are not suttle enough to hide it from them. also alot of the time, girls just think the guy likes them because there worth it and the guy is hanging around them alot, but alot of the time, the guy just wants to be her friend, and she jumps to thinking that he likes her. it gets really annoying actually.
How would it get annoying? Yes, I do have a week off, THANK GOD! I was so tapped out last week. Why? Let’s see now where I should start……. To put it short and sweet I stayed every day except Friday. On Halloween I volunteered to help out with the Halloween Funhouse at our high school. To me, it was a great success! Basically, little kids came trick or treating throught the 1st floor of the building. At the same time I had to do my job; taking pictures for the yearbook. In our second cafeteria a group of students had designed a really scary maze. Hell, I didn’t even want to go in. Even some of the other high school sudents were afraid to go in as well. I didn’t come home until about quarter after six. Also I had done a few flyers after school for our new club called LIFe! So yeah, I was pretty busy!
Sorry to double post, but I forgot to say something about the girls subject. Most guys look for girls based on how they dress and how their body looks. On the other hand, I don’t judge girls that way. I judge them based on their personality and how they act. Nothing with that if you ask me.
yeah, everyone says that, but nine times outta ten, guys dotn mean it, they go around boasting saying that all that matters is personality because either, their girl is really smokin hot, and everyone wants her anyways, or theyve never had a girlfriend to be ridiculed. when it comes down to the end of things, no matter what you say guys what a girl they think is pretty. thats just how we work, again no matter what you say.
and why does it get annoying? becuase i cant stand people who flatter themselves and think there so good that whoevers in question wants them. (guy or girls who flatter themselves) its annoying that they think there even worth the guys time. IF someone starts to hang around you girls automatically assume its becuase tehy like them. it pisses me off.
(ive had a bad expirience with this, thats why im so adamant about it)
Really, I’m curious now. What happened that made it so bad? *sighs* I guess your explanation makes sense. It’s sounds confusing in a way.
sorry if its confusing, ill try and make it simple. it pisses me off becusae girls assume there worth more than they are.
and my bad experience happened two years ago, when i was a freshmen. i was hanging around this girl alot, because we were really good friends, and he stupid little friend said that i MUST like her becuase of how much i was around her. so she got all offended and started to avoid me. so when i went to ask her what was up she said that she didnt wanna ruin our friendship becuase i liked her. and i was WTF. (keep in mind i was this big football jock, and she was a brainy little nobody) so i was like i dont like you. and she said that i must like her becuase shes obviously worth my time. and i was like Dont flatter yourself B***h. so she went and told everyone that i was Gay becuase i was hanging around her (becuse i pissed her off, so she wanted back at me) so that got going around. (another funny story if you wanna hear it let me know) anyway, once the gay thing got settled i started hanging around with my Wide recievers Gf becuase him and i were together alot. and everyone said that i was trying to steal her from him, and once again him and i got in this fight all becuase this girl thought she was better than she was and worth something of my time.
the moral of the story is that friendships have been ruined becuase girls assume that i must like them becuase there so great. and that pisses me off.
Ha! You know, that’s funny, you must hang around really shallow girls. I’ve never thought that any of my friends were interested in me. But there are guys I would be friends with, that just are so creepy so I don’t have anything to do with them. Like, the other day..wait, bad example. I read somewhere that love is just a chemical attraction to continue your genetic line.
No one is stopping you from telling the story. Let’s hear it.
It got rid of my last post! grrr. it basically was talking about love isnt a chemical reaction but waht is, is a need to reproduce, and anyone whos mature enough knows what im talkign about, People have a reaction that makes them want that more, and love is sorta like an excuse to do that more often.
and my other story or hers org?
I guess both your stories. Yeah, I hate it when my posts aren’t added. Especially when they’re really long ones too. Even though my week has been great so far, there’s one thing I’m negelecting to do. That my friends is Geometery. To me, if you don’t understand it visually, you’re pretty much screwed.
Hey, I am the king of unposted comments here people.
lol
Yeah, I wanna here both your stories too.
And oh my goodness.
I hang out mostly with girls. Mkay?
And because of that, One, people think that I like at least one of them or Two, I’m gay.
When the truth of the matter is that I like all of them as friends, and the reason I don’t hang out with more guys is because most are unbelievably perverted, or I just don’t know them well enough to talk to them.
So I’m kinda stuck between a rock and a hard place.
Not THAT big of a problem, cuz I’m content right now, but it’s worth a shot. Any advice?
lol
Actually, when someone tells a girl they’re gay they are correct in a way. Just don’t get yourelf in a place where you’re the one who is being teased all the time. If possible, try to ignore them and you should be fine Triton.
Uh, Org, . . . I made that last post, not Tirition.
@_@
Heh, maybe he was confused because I had only made ONE post that time.
lol
My fault. I just wasn’t paying attention. I had just woken up.
haha, org have you noticed that its not Triton, its Tirition? its differant, i know it got me too. thats why i was calling her Tri, short for triton which i thought was her name.
org gave as good of advice as i could have, so im not gonna bother
lastly the story, since everyone was beging to think i was gay becuase of this chick i stopped hanging around her. and i did two things. First things first tho, she got a boyfriend like three days after i ditched her. so she apparently told him mine and her history, and he came up to me and said that i need to go find some guy to make me happy and stay away from her. so i told him that i wasnt gay and that if he didnt get out of my face bad things were gonna happy to him. so he left and told the biggest mouth in school to tell everoyne i was gay. So i needed to get rid of both these kids. So first was her boyfriend, in front of a crowd of like 60 or 70 people i yelled to this chick(my previous friend) “i called your boyfriend gay and he hit me with his purse.” (which i totaly did just to get a rise outta him) needless to say it worked, and he chared me, right was we were about to get in a right, my wide reciever came back and knocked this dude flat on the floor an appologized to me. then i had to deal with this other kid, so i found him in the halls one day, and he was all alone, so me and my runningback like captured him and stripped him of all but his tightey whites, and we painted i like men on his front and back and made him run through the cafeteria almost but naked. He decied to tell everyone that he was the gay one not me.
Uh . . . yeah, I find that just a little uh . . . bad.
lol
haha, thats how i roll with people who piss me off. sometimes, sometimes i destroy their minds with my Physchology powers, sometimes i just tell them to stop, other times i am diabolical, other times i just beat them sensles. hehe
I just hope that the next time you punch someone’s lights out, that no teacher catches you. Honestly, I’m not a fighter. I’d rather talk people to death instead. You’re a piece of work Luna!
“You’re a piece of work Luna!”
That DID NOT sound right.
lol JK
I don’t have any enemies anymore, and if I do, I just ignore them.
They can’t bother me that much.
Yay! 3 day weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I still have Math homework.
0_0
lol
haha, i get caught all the time, the principle just asks me why i did it and then gives me a detention based on the reason, like if its justifiable, ill get a three day suspension, if i just did it for fun it spells suspension. haha ive got the system worked.
and i dont have any enemies either, everyone is afraid of me. im kinda like that mobs gang leader, if people come to me for help and do what i ask with no question then there protected by my boys, if not, then they will eventually get beat up by one of us, and theres like 40, so theyd better watch out.
Surprisingly im more of a fast fighter than i am a puncher. im not this huge meaty 300 pound jock, im only 180 and im quaterback, so im faster than i am stronger. im a great fighter, but my team has the whole nothing touches the quaterback mindframe, so they take care of most of the stuff, unfortunatly. Unless i want the fight for myself, then i tell them to stand down. i remeber one time it was 6 against me, and i was all alone no defensmen, and they figured theyd beat me down, so they all rushed me at once and out of the blue runs one of my linebackers, and he takes out three of them in one tackle, i was like holy ________. the rest of them were mine, and i took them out one by one. it was a GREAT day. haha
You see though, I never had any enemies. True; I was HATED by certain individuals for things that I had SUPPOSEDLY done. Now most people in school have students as their allies. On the other hand, my defense is as follows: all of my teachers, English Dept. Head, guidance counselor, social worker, vice principal and the principal. If I were to ever have any problems with anyone I could go to any one of these people to eliminate the problem. Basically, I could NEVER lose.
haha, my alliances are my entire football team, my basketball team (although there not mine, im just a center, its not like being the quaterback) both my coaches, the principle, and my mentor whos the smartest teacher at my school. so im in good shape. haha
Yeah, it seems like you too have nothing to worry about. No wonder why studnts are afraid of you. You know what’s great about me though? I don’t even have to say anything and certain students are afraid of me. Come to think of it, I barely like anybody from my sophomore class. Our class as a whole is known for being obnoxiously loud and clog up the halls quite frequently. Many teachers agree with me that I would be much better off with the junior class. If only I hadn’t stayed back in 4th grade then things probably would have been a little different. I would have been with this junior class instead. They rose in 6th grade without a doubt. But after that year ended, our class was constantly falling. What I need now is a miracle to survive another two years with these guys…………….
Luna, that’s HORRIBLE!
You beat up kids because they don’t do what you tell them to???
Or for fun???
haha no tempest, i was joking about the mafia thing, people just do what i want becuase there afraid of me. i only beat them up if they do something thats worth it, like if they cuss out my friends or get in a fight with someone im close to, i allways (almsot allways) have justification for getting in fights. But my friend community stretches to about 1750 of the 2000 kids at my school, so theres not that many people afraid of me.
haha, i bock the halls too, i have a group of about 10 that i hang around with, and were allways in the way, no matter what. haha
and good luck surviving org. my sugestion, take more sopistocated and harder clases, that way yo dont get the rejects there, you get well brought up valid members of society. thats what i did and its still working. ;)
Because I’m with the in-class support, I can never take any advanced classes. I especially need it for math. It’s kind of complicated to explain though………..
Yeah, I’m already confused about it.
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Oh, and Luna, I just love how you added in that “almost always” part,
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haha thank you.
How are things with your romantic friend org?
Which one? The one from school or the one from the wedding? If it’s the one from school, then here’s what has happened so far. She was really out of it today so she didn’t feel like talking today. Since it’s only the two of us in one seat on the bus, I intend to talk to her then. Can’t help it but my crush on her is steadily growing. Don’t know why but I just HATE Mondays! THey go by so damn slow!!
i was thinking the one from school so nice prediction, but you could tell me about the one from the wedding to if anythings happened.
and sounds ok, your crush will grow the more you think about her. its natural, glad to hear you havent crashed. not that you will.
and i had no school today heh.
Lucky you! It’s basically the same story for the girl I saw at the wedding. Like I said before, the girl from school today wasn’t in a talking mood. We all just left her a lone to give her space. Come to think of it, she did look really tired. The last thing to happen would be if I did screw up. *sighs* Ben still hasn’t said a word to me. I wonder what it is that I did wrong? It seems as though he doesn’t want me to be a part of his life anymore…………
hmm, thats really unfortunate. and im sure you wont screw up.
my bull headed wide reciever and i got in a fight today at practice. it was pretty bad. I got tackled, and the guy who hit me put his helmet into my 2nd rib, so i was trying to catch my breath, and my WR called me a P***y, and i told him then you go and be the quaterback. so he did, and i sacked him as hard as i could and he flew like 30 feet. and then he charged me and this whole fight broke out and we had to be seperated. it was fun, but hes like my best guy friend so i was kinda upset that were not talking for the time being.
But you see, what bugs me is the fact that he hasn’t said a word to me since September! Something’s definitely wrong with this picture. Do you get what I mean Luna? I think I have a right to know why Ben has been acting this way for so long. That would be enough for me.
well to a point. you have to respect that if he doesnt want to be around you, then he doenst have to. i agree you have a right to know why, but it doesnt allways turn out that way. and im guessing that just walking up to him and saying WTF wont change anything. i honestly dont know what to do. give you the wrong advice and things could go wrong, tell you something that just happens to work and the experience is all for naught. so i dont know.
Oh god what have I missed here. Anyway I see if I can read the most of it and jump in and discuss
Hehe beware of Luna. Didnt know that still I dont know who u all are. Sadly I have no advice for u but I will try to come here on this thread and try to follow and see if I can help with anything.
What you’re saying makes a lot of sense. I know dreams usually don’t mean anything but this one may be different. I wasn’t thinking about him over the summer whatsoever. One night I had an odd dream about him. Wherever we were I remember the room was pitch black. It wasn’t long before I saw him fading away. I just chose to deny it. Well, I’m more than sure you have an explanation for this one right?
oh but of course.
first a look into dreams. Everyone knows that a dream is meant to tell you sometihng, but theres more to it than that. if you have a dream about your cat dying, that in no way means that your cat will actually die. What it is, is actually quite simple. your brain does not choose to accept certain things, it neglects them. it in many ways neglects a bad feeling, so what it does is it brings feelins up, in an unalarming way. EG dreams, but in order not to alarm you, it hides them, shrouds them in mystery if you will. leaving you to figure it out on your own. so thats what happens. an example? no problem- say you dream about your cat dying, well that could mean either somethings going to happen to your cat, or that someone is going to die, or that your tihnking about death and or cats.
so about this dream, a pitch black room is the first of things needing descifering. Darkness is often associated with death, pain, suffering, the unkown, horror, fear, any number of those things. and probably many more. so we need to keep in mind that the Darkness is probably the what, and your friend is the who, if that makes any sense (eg your friend ((the who)) with have something happen to him ((the what, represented by the darkenss))) next, the who, an immidiate red flah should be that you havent thought of him at all, so your friend could be jsut that, any friend around, taht one was just the one that was picked. (thats a whole nother story, about how people are picked. so ill explain that some other time if you wanna know) so we know that its a friend of yours, but we may not know who. so finally is the problem aside from the what, which in this case is the fading. Fading generically means that he is going away, or that sometihng might happen, or even that you dont like him anymore.
my guess about this dream, is that your mind is struggling with what to do with this boy, whether you should be his friend or if you should let go of his friendship, and thats the toss up. the darkness represents the rockness of the friendship, the guy is the friendship with him in itself, and the fading is that your trying to let go. just my educated opinion.
You’ve pinpointed it exactly right. This is why I don’t know what to do anymore. Ben has no idea what he is losing by ignoring me completely. All I want is to tie up loose ends and start over from the begining. But somehow I doubt that he’ll ever understand me. At this point all I can hope for is a miracle to purify this situation. He truly does have a good heart somewhere within his soul. The one thing I hate doing most is giving up on people. I know it’s probably hard for you to give me advice, but any ideas Luna?
hmmmm…your right, you see i look at it differnatly, i dont believe in giving up on people, and i forgive those who tresppass against us, but i do in the end give up on some people, and heres why, if you try your very hardest to change someone, in the end it doenst matter, becaseu only the person themselves can make the change, if they see everytihng you have to offer and still just dont care, than theres nothing you can do, its up to them and obviously you dont have the power to change that, so why fight it. if god in all his infinite wisdom intends you two to be friends again, and youve done everything you can first, than just sit back and let it happen. theres nothing further you can do
my advice is actually to listen to my philosiphy, and to do as i have instructed above, try your very best to forget about him, if youve done all you can, than trust in god to do the rest.
one final tihng you might try, is tough love, some people dont realize how important you are to them, until there not there (im currently going through something like that) another thing, if you follow somone around they tend to not feel so highley as if you just give them space (not implying to follow them around, more so saying to just ditch him entirely and let him come to you). other than that, all i can say is trust in god. (sorry if your not religious or a christian, but obviously my advice comes from my standpoint.)
I’m actually a Serbian Orthodox Christian. I completely understand you. All I’ve done is trust Him. Everything happens for a reason. But what in the world could this reason be? The only thing left to do is to take a back seat and let it happen like you said Luna. God is the only one who can truly help me now. Maybe we were just meant to be aquaintances; not friends. Letting go of Ben is not as easy as it looks Luna. He’s the one I owe a lot to.
i never said it was going to be easy. letting go of people you were once fond of is something that should not be brought upon anyone. its a hard thing to do, but in the end, it has to happen, and the struggle will make it all the more worth while. im not saying do it in a day, but do it. as to the origin of this reason, just remember that god does not throw anytihng at you that you cannot handle.
So true. Somehow some way there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. I had a blast on the bus talking to the girl I really like. Eventually, I’m just going to need to let her know how I feel. It wouldn’t have been right to tell her so soon.
well, instead of telling her how you feel, just ask her out on a date, or to be your girlfriend, saying i like you and leaving things open ended can be a bad deal. so i would jsut tell her man.
interestingly enough im having a similar problem, in my class today i looked over at the girl i like and she smiled at me and i smiled back so on and so forth, and my friend next to me was like “just ask her already,” so i walked up to her at the end of class and i was like hey, you wanna….and then i paused and couldent muster up the rest. i was like WTF, why is this happening to me. its really odd, i basically have the whole school wrapped, but i cant ask out one girl that i have a crush on. so…i dunno. i can empathyze but my advice is pretty single minded seing as how i have no other side experience. after all, the last time i asked a girl out was like 4 years ago.
That’s a long time man! I don’t know why, but it seems as though we’re always too shy to speak our mind. Truly, I wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend. But somehow I feel she might not want it that way. Then again I can’t assume anything until I try. Keep in mind that I have NEVER dated a girl before in my life. She means everything to me. Whenever I’m alone with her I feel so relaxed. All of my negative feelings temporarily vanish.
Yes! FInally caught up on reading!
Sorry, I’ve been busy this week.
My turn to give advice! Yay!
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Kay, well, with Ben, (and this is something that I’ve gone through many times, with different variations of course) Anyways, if I were you, I would go up and talk to him. Act like nothing had happened between the two of you and be as friendly as you can. Say like “Hey, what’s up dude? Haven’t talked to you in like forever, we should catch up” Friendly and lighthearted like I said. And, depending on how he reacts after you talk to him a few times, you’ll know whether or not he’s still friends with you. Cuz he might be feeling the same way you are, and asking “Why isn’t he talking to me anymore?” But you have to be very discerning when you talk to him, cuz depending on their personality they could just be superficial and putting on an act. LIke I said, be friendly and lighthearted. Not dramatic and emotional or deep or anything. Make the effort to talk to him for a few days, but after a few days, if YOU don’t see any effort coming from HIM, then you know your friendship’s over, and you have to let him go. Otherwise, you’ll end up bein friends again.
Like I said, I have experience in this department.
lol
And as I look back at the past comments again I see that Luna and I have a very different aprroach and advice to this situation, once again.
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Well, at least you have to very different ways of going about it now.
aPPRoach, not aprroach
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2, not to
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I think I’ll go along with your suggestion, Tempest. Don’t know why, but I just never thought of it that way before. When I see Ben on Monday, I’ll try talking to him then and see what happens. It’s going to be a little tougher than usual because Ben has not said a word to me since the 4th day of school. Somehow I will try to pretend like nothing has ever happened between us.
i know why we have differant approaches, it depends on two things, experience and maturity. your younger than me, and your views reflect it, Maturity is a natural thing that comes with age, naturally as you get older, your oppinions change as will your approach and opinions on them. you may say that you wont, bt its inevitable, it just happens. and second is experience. in this case, you have more than me, so your opinion is more valid, thats why we stand differantly. your views are doctrined by that, mine are not. mine are based of education, so i can only sympathyze with him, yours are solely empethetic, so we differ in that way.
the only problem that i can see with approaching him would be the lapse in time. i dont know ben, but alot of people are turned off by a friendly approach after a while. they feel you dont take them seriously enough when you go to talk to them again. but i dont know ben, and if you think he wont react in this manner, than go with tempest’s idea and mroe power to you both.
(just because our views are differant does not mean i dont value your opinion as highley reveered tempest. jsut so you know)
…..Is it just me, or have there been about one hundred more posts since I was last here…? I finished the first chapter of the new book I’m starting today..*does happy dance*. Ahem. Okay, here’s my input on the whole Ben thing. People change. Ben might just not be the same person he was last year. I mean, if he was ignoring you for this long, that’s bad. If you are really desperate for his friendship, keep at it. But you probably really don’t need a friend like that. If he comes to you, that’s different. I don’t think that ‘pretending it never happened’ is a good idea. You don’t want a friend that takes advantage of you. Trust me. And Org, did you mean to imply that I’m gay? Cause I’m not…it’s strange. I know a lot of gay guys, but not girls. No, wait,neighbors are gay. And their fifty. They’re really nice. It always amuses me the different way boy and girls have enemies. Guys beat each other up. Girls talk about each other and are general witches.With a b. You know, this thread is kinda…depressing.
I meant my neighbors. I’ve been writing for the last three hours, forgive any typos please.
haha, fighting is fun. i dunno why, it just is, we even have events on saturdays where we host like underground fights, it makes us stronger, and we all like to fight. its just fun as i said.
Sorry, but to me you gain absolutely NOTHING by fighting anybody. Please tell me how fighting can be fun. As far as Ben goes, if I what I decide to do fails, then I shall definitely let him go for good.
By the way, I wrote a sequel to the Story of My Life which is entitled, “The Final Door”. This one goes into great detail about how and why I wrote the first one. As long as the head of the english dept. approves it, this is going to be one that I want to read at the Barron Arts Center. If this happens, I intend on reading two pieces of writing this year.
There is a good reason as to why I titled it, “The Final Door”. Before you guys read this I have something else to say. I must forwarn you however, that the memoir is REALLY sad. Maybe if you guys gave me your e-mail addresses then I could send you a copy of it.
Sorry to double post, but reading the first story will make the second one a lot less confusing for you guys.
sure id like to read it, my email is LtMacMillan@comcast.net
as for why fighting is fun, it has to do with endorphins, what are they, its the pleasure center in your brain, in females they can be released by chocolates, in males by S*X, some guys get theirs released through a fight, others do not, thats why some people like fighting some are opposed to it.
Check your mail; it should be there now. The thing is that I was always told to never strike back no matter what. I always prefer to talk things out. But as I’ve mentioned before, I NEVER lose. That’s why most students don’t bully me; because they know I can take them down without doing almost anything.
imperfect_tempest@yahoo.com
Fighting’s never been my thing.
And Org, with Ben you just gotta go with whatever you feel is right. We can give you advice, but we don’t know the entire situation between the 2 of you. So yeah.
For me, my situation was that I had to know where I stood with her to tie up the loose ends and finally let her go. After I literally hadn’t talked to her in 10 months.
But everyone’s different.
And yeah Luna, I get what you mean. I sincerely hope with all my heart that my opinions don’t change, and only grow with more experience, but I get what you mean.
Tirition, depressing?
This thread is AWESOME!!!
lol
my opinion
Oh, and btw, is there anything interesting going on in the other 2 threads?
Sorry, I’d love to hear your story, but my parents would freak out if they thought I was exchanging e-mail with a random boy from the internet. I mean, any one can read this.
Tempest, does that mean you haven’t been reading them? You know, this IS a KH site.
On a completly unrelated subject…When I was eight I started taking Karate, when I was nine I quit. You see, my instructor, (Master Motley), was from the army. He was quite strict. I remember that he’d keep count of the number of pushups, sittups, leg ups, etc. while we were there. After two hours, we’d have done about 250-300. We used to have spars. I was a green belt with three swatches when I left.
I understand completely. At this point, it doesn’t bother me as to who and who doesn’t read it anymore. Why? Because it could even affect the nastiest kind of people. Correct me if I’m wrong.
Not long ago, I just got back from the Patriot Pasta Night at school. The food there was delicious! I had 3 plates of food! Ended up hanging out with some teachers; both familar and new. It’s nice to see a different side of teahers once in a while, you know?
haha, i agree.
as for your views Tepest, it just happens, whether you want to or not, its natural, one day you just notice that sometihng you thought was funny isnt anymore, and sometihng you used to do you think is stupid now, the way you look at things also changes. its hard to explain if you havent done it, but just trust me that it happens.
i have martial arts knowledge too, when i was little i took JU Jitsu, and some karate, also i completed a 2 year long kickboxing course. i quit Ju jitsu at brown belt, and i hated karate after taking JU Jitsu, so i quit taht almost immidiatly, and im a good fighter now because i took a kickboxing class, we didnt do belts tho, it was pretty much train until you think your good enough to leave, and my instructor and i sparred all the time, so i was more advanced than most people, i was a little lower than a basic instructor when i stopped, i figured anyone at school who would mess with me wouldent be harder than a blackbelt so i stopped. fun stuff tho.
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No one answered my question about the other threads.
lol
But yeah, it’s already happened to me once Luna. Over the summer I changed a lot. And I’m happy with the way I am now.
*rolls eyes* I have a sore throat.
Did I ever mention to y’all that I was a Jehovah’s Witness? Well, either way now you know.
Org, I just read your stories and all I can say is “Wow”
:)
yeah i read them to, nice work writing, but the story itself, i am ata loss for words. God must really like you, and i hope that youve thanked him before, beucase your alive due to him.
That’s why when students tell me how unfair LIFE is, I have to laugh. Now do you understand why it’s hard for me to make friends? Very few students are aware of the story. Because it’s so personal, I’m a little selective as to who should read them. I think if I did the sequel last year along with the other one it might not have been the right time. The revisions it went through made my head spin! My sequel almost tops the first narrative in a way though. Would you guys agree?
Well I never been in a fight. And I never been close to be in one too. But there isnt very much fights on our school. I never tried any karate or jijutsu but I train wrestling about two times a week. It all depends on my soccer practises. Anyway I would love to read it Org but Im afraid I dont have any time right now. Since I was home from school a week I have a lot to catch up to. Maybe i ask you later and if you still have it I can post my adress.
Not a problem. It’s with me 24/7. I even carry a copy of my stories with me in school all the time.
Well thats good. Maybe some time around christmas I can get it.
The second story you guys read has just been done being edited by the english dept. head today! Since I want this story to be one of a few piece of writing I want to read at the Barron Arts Center, it won’t be easy. She basically attacked the paper like crazy! Keep in mind that it will be edited MANY times before it is complete. Who knows, I might even be able to add some poetry in as well. This is the first step towards another powerful story! In other news we had some SNOW today!! It wasn’t sticking at all unfortunately. Other than that today was just REALLY boring.
HAHA, well snow is coming here too, but some good news on my end, i asked a girl out today and she said yes. First time in 7 years. im excited about that.
I’m happy for you man!! I just wish it would happen to me as well……. Not much has happened yet with the girl I like yet. Do you think it would be worth it to show Ben the second story? I would be curious to see as to what kind of reaction he’ll have. Just a though I had.
no, i think thats a little heavy for right now, wait until your talking again and everything seems ok, two things might happen, you might piss him off becuase he thinks that your brushing off what happened, or he might think your trying to guilt him into friendship, so i say just leave that alone for now.
Sounds good to me. I know I can never make him change. Don’t know why, but I still care for the kid.
Ha, you sound like my sister, she’s six, and she’s constantly calling other six year olds little kids. What is the story about anyways!?!?!? It’s kinda like listening to a one sided conversation…
We had snow for a week or two ago or something like that but it wanst very much. But soon I think it will come here too.
Happy for you Luna. Hope it work out.
To answer your question Triton, the second story is a sequel and a prequel at the same time. It’s my life story. In the end, I hope to eventually write a book containing all of my best narratives. I have a lot of work to do if I want this to be even better! For those who have read it already it’s obvious that this is where my true power is used to its fullest. Whenever you’re ready Triton, just say the word and it’s yours.
I’m debating with my self as how I should ask this girl out. Perhaps I’m going a little crazy here……………..
just do it, dont beat around the bush and just go for it!
I think I’ll just do that! Let me know how it goes with your date.
Okay, once again. *copy paste* Sorry, I’d love to hear your story, but my parents would freak out if they thought I was exchanging e-mail with a random boy from the internet. I mean, any one can read this
So, it’s not really a question of ‘when I’m ready’ I already knew it was about your life story. I would like a synopsis, but if you can’t release that, then it’s fine by me. My advice for asking a girl out would be to find her when she’s not surrounded by a dozen friends.
Triton. lol
I’m a writer too..I could send you a copy of my lastest chapter. But, I don’t think you’ll say yes..because your parents would freak out if they saw you exchanging email with a random girl from the internet! I have my own computer, but my email also goes to my parents computer and my Dad’s blackberry.
Haha, my date, well i was with her tonight, she just left when i got on here, we went to dinner and everytihng was great. so she was at my house for a while and then i took her home. so all went well.
and i agree with Tirition, dont ask her in the middle of a crowd, but dont also make her leave all awkwardly (you know, say like can i talk to you in private?) UH UH, bad idea. wait until she is almost alone or you can catch her away from like one person, then make your move Be fierce and agressive yet soft and ellegant.
That’s what I’ve been trying to do. No wonder why it wouldn’t work. I’d love to read it. While don’t know you that well, you still have my trust.
I won’t know until I give it a try, right?
*shrugs* Do you ride the same bus or live in the same neighborhood? That would make it easier…but I’m assuming you don’t. Do you have any classes together?
This has nothing to do with the subject we were discussing, but I decided to look up my name. Well, I got one hit that was actually me, (I was in the Washington Times). Then I look up my Dad’s name. About 40 hits that are connected to him. Then I looked up my uncle’s name. I EVEN had to stop counting the freaking hits! *sigh* And yet, I only see him maybe once a year.
Yeah, that was just for the sake of creating melodramatic tension. I’m bored, so sue me.
Why would I do that to you? Anyway, we do live in the same neighborhood. We’re only in lunch together. Other than that, not yet. Next semester she is in my 1st block gym class with me. Trust me; I’ll make my move beforehand.
haha, dont ask her in gym. im serious and im not even gonna explain you just have to trust me not to.
second of all, dont ask her at home, becuase if her parents see or get involved that makes things bad for her, which would make them bad for you. however seing that you live in the same neighborhood is great because heres what you do. one day if like all the people she normally walks home with arent around then walk home with her, and stop her a ways short of her house and ask her, that way, if she says yes, than well thas great, if she says no, then the only place you have to go is your home, and really the only person you have to face is yourself or a cupple family members.
*rolls eyes* Speaking figuratively here. Waitasecond. *backspacebackspacebackspace* I was gonna give more advice, but c’mon, for gosh sakes, just DO it already!
Huh, it didn’t take that long to read.
Anyways, more details Luna.
Did you two kiss?
lol I’m nosy.
And yeah Org, basically what they said.
And it NEVER snows in this God forsaken valley!!!
lol
It did once when I was in Kindergarten.
But that was the last and only time I can remember.
Can’t help it but it will have to wait until Monday. HAPPY THANKSGIVING GUYS! This has to be the warmest Thanksgiving ever on record. I mean come on; there are still leaves on the trees for heaven sakes!!
haha, i dont mind sharing with you guys, i just didnt think you wanted to hear. we didint kiss since it was our like 2nd date. But when we were at my house we watched a movie, and she layed in my arms and that was about it. nothing to exciting on the second date, but were going out on saturday, and i plan to kiss her then.
Good luck! Monday is when I’ll start going after the girl I like.
Well good luck to both of you. I dont celebrate thanksgiving since Im not living in america but hope you all get a nice thanksgiving.
I don’t celebrate it either.
Or any other holiday for that matter.
lol
Anyways, good luck to ya Luna.
Well, next week we have this retarded lunch plan because we’ve been “bad” in the cafeteria. Anyways, you have to sit where they put you. So I’m gonna try to meet some new people, make some new friends, stuff like that. It’ll be good.
Well maybe you get a new best friend. Or maybe it will be the worst lunches in your life. Well hope you meet someone new and some friendly persons.
It…didn’t…go..through. Okay, I’m gonna come back and try again TOMORROW.
Stupid posting mess up thingie!
I BOUGHT JORDIN SPARKS’S NEW ALBUM YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*puts on an “I love Jordin†t-shirt*
*heart*
lol
And thanks Eagl. :)
No one’s commented.
Why?
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well i dont know who that is so thats probably why, plus ive been busy these past coupple days.
I’ve been working in my yard for the whole day. That’s why I haven’t said anything lately. After I’m done writing this message, I’ll probably go to sleep shortly. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz………….
She’s the American Idol winner for 2007.
And that’s great Org, y’know, that you’re working in flowerbeds and stuff.
I’m not an outdoors person.
lol
And are there really only 2 active threads on the site right now?
I dunno,we’re bored?
I have been INCREDIBLY busy, old family problems have come up again, my grandfather got in a fairly detrimental car wreck, most of my families birthdays are around now, it’s almost holiday time, etc. I’m not really an outdoors person either, but I love hiking in Shenandoah. I’ve also been posting less because EVERY TIME I post, it doesn’t work. I bet this one won’t even show up.
Hey, it worked!
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does the posting board hate me?
well sometimes when i come on here its so slow that its not even worth waiting, it takes like 20 minutes just to load. so thats my problem
but ive also been busy in my life, my semesters for school ends next month, and i have to give a speech in front of 3 local high schools in my area, so im working to make that almost perfect. Also today almost all day i was with my Girlfriend, in fact she just left about 45 minutes ago, i took her home. so i was busy doing that.
i hate for double posting, but i am like 80% outdoors. I play a whole buncha outdoor sports, and even more im going snowboarding this weekend. so that will be fun.
This weekend?
But tomorrow’s already Sunday.
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And that’s awesome Luna.
All of it.
From the snowboarding to the girlfriend to the speech.
lol
Where ya goin snow boardin at?
And yeah Tirition, it’s sensitive to me too sometimes.
lol
But I’ve never had what Luna had happen to me.
Well yeah Ive been a little busy. Soccer cup at Friday evening. My wrestling cup had a tournament at saturday that I help with and today I will be going out and see the christmas dressed windows( I dont know any good name for it)in town.
Well actually there is some more threads on the site. on the media and Kingdom hearts 3 sections on the right side people often come up. So Im visting it every day to clear up things and things like that. And Org is also there sometimes.
My computer is sooooooooo slow today. Everything is really rushed, I can hear my Mom telling me to do something to get ready to leave over the intercom. Oh yeah, get the bird’s stuff prepped for the housesittres. I’ll be on the road today and tomorrow, so probably no posts. Excepting this one. Gotta go now.
Why did I even post that? It has no point. Oh well.
Yay spontaneity!
Huh? Hey Luna, did you guys kiss yet? I really don’t want to go anywhere tomorrow. The brightside is that it won’t be too long beofore we have off again. I can’t believe I got a C for Geometry this marking period! It’s not terrible, but I’m annoyed because I haven’t gotten a C in math since 6th grade!!!! Oh well. Hope something good happens this coming week………….
I can’t wait to go back to school tomorrow.
It’s boring at my house.
lol
Im in a very tough period at school now. I have about 3 tests now this week ( well one is a minor but still). And the week after that we have a huge geography work that will be handed in. Plus our last and only test in technology. So its some tought week coming up for me
this week in school will be moderate, because we just got back from break. so nothing right now to do. however next week will be kicking my but all over the place. plus basketball just started so ill be busy with tryouts for that.
as to your question org, yeah we kissed. Alot of it if i may say. if you wanna know about the date ill tell you otherwise ill leave it at that.
Nice job! I don’t mind if you tell me. As long as she has you, what more does she really need, Luna? Just being with her is probably the best gift you could ever give your girlfriend. Remember the scene in Halloweentown from KH2? That’s the one I’m talking about. Just thought it makes sense to use it here. All I have to say is give your girl the respect she deserves.
haha, you dont need to worry about that. I cherish her, (although dont ever let that on, you dont want your girl to assume your too needy.) but yeah, shes really important to me.
About the date, she wanted to get some new pants or skirt or something or other, i dont know what to call it, so i took her to the mall, then we went back to her place, and we went for a walk outside. somehow we got the idea to stop at the park and watch the sun set. so we were there for a while, and right about the time it was setting she looked up at me and well…i kissed her, and it lasted for a while. then we walked back to her place, and kissed again and then i drove home. thats about it.
I WANNA HERE ABOUT IT!!!!! (you know me)
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Aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,
That’s so sweet Luna.
*tear tear*
lol
lol, i guess. surprisingly im that kinda person, i have a very sweet, romantic disposition at those times.
Well, that’s good to hear. Today was such a drag at school. I have a rediculous amount of geometry howework to do tonight. It just gets harder and harder……….. I guess it wouldn’t hurt if I went to the tutoring club in the media center after school one of these days. Don’t know how but I’m going to need to work a little bit harder if I want to get a B+. The misty and rainy weather makes me feel so tired…………………
ugh, i have the same thing, i got slammed with UW english tonight. i hate that class. but i love the rainy weather, it actually makes me happy, and when its cold outside, im more productive.
Strange. I’m the exact opposite of what you feel. I have to wait until Thursday to make my move on the girl I like. That’s the only day when we ride the same late bus together. We’re never really alone together during lunch at all. Otherwise it wouldn’t be a problem. If it wasn’t fo my homeroom teacher I probably wouldn’t make it through that math class. It’s kind of funny and scary but if she was drunk, I don’t think her personality would change whatsoever.
wait if who was drunk? your homeroom teacher or the girl you like?
and make your move when you think its the right time, and “wait for the oportune moment”
and i have a teacher like that, my Physchology teacher is my mentor for everyithng, i see her at least twice a day. i ask her about advice for almost anytihng beucase shes likehte mother i never had.
lol I’m the same way too Luna!
About the rain.
And that’s nice that you have someone like that in your life Luna.
For me, I have a TON of quizes and tests this week.
It Awful.
But I’m glad I’m back in school.
I meant mmy homeroom teacher. There are quite a few teachers that I can vent about anything to them. You would be amazed as what stories those teachers tell me about certain students. Ha! Hate being nosy but sometimes it can be well worth my time, you know? Don’t know why, but I just don’t like my math teacher so much. Whenever I ask a question I feel as though it’s a chore for either teacher in the room to help me out. When I had my hand raised for 20 minutes not one of them came to me. That’s why I blame them for the grade I got. It isn’t like me but I’m just taking my chances. If I was smart I would have switched out of there into another geometrt class. It’s impossible to stay positive in that room………………..
haha. i dont like my english teacher, instead of bulding off what youve already got, he rips you apart so that he can start from scratch and build you his way. its stupid. we are our individual selves not who you can make us into.
So true. That’s why I don’t ask anymore questions. Sadly, both teachers don’t seem to quite get it yet. It’s as if asking a question is actually a crime! Unless some kind of miracle happens, I don’t know how I’ll survive until the end of January. On top of that I have another math test on Thursday. We just took one not long before the break!!!!
Some teachers are just crappy.
lol
The weather is awful here, we drove for two days, and it snowed or rained the whole time. When we got here, there was a good three inches of snow, but then it melted and now it’s colder then ever. But ha to you all talking about school, I’M on vacation. My worst teacher was in fourth grade.
Luna, that is so sweet. It sounds like you two at least enjoy each other’s company. My mother always says that there is phsical, emotional, companionable, intellectual, and mutual respect love. Most people only have one.
Agh, the internet connection is terrible here, I’m getting 11.0 mbps at most.
It worked!
You can say that again. The worst teacher I ever had was in 7th grade. Her name was Ms. Sinisi. I swear she was a spawn of the devil! She hated me and my brother. After I completed 8th grade she just suddenly vanished. This bitch made science look so boring every time. Pardon my language but there’s no other way to describe her. Hate to say this, but I would almost want to spit in her face if I ever saw her again.
ugh, i had a teacher like that a few years back. in 8th grade my block teacher was grading our papers, and i didnt have mine becuase i was waiting for my partners to finish so i could turn em in together. so i tld him that and he started yelling at me, and he even went so far as to use outside ridicule. i remember like it was yesterday. he said ” its no wonder your parents hate you, your worthless.” so i welled up, and punched him so hard in the face i knocked a tooth out. needless to say i got suspended. but he got fired so its all good.
thank you Tirition. i guess it is sweet. normally im not like that so you guys should feel special.
Yay! We’re *special*
lol
And y’know, it’s like here you can just take the mask off, and not pretend to be anything that you aren’t.
Anyways,
lol
Most of my teachers have liked me.
I just haven’t always liked them.
We don’t have block schedules at my schools though.
Well the teachers at my shool likes me. Hehe just gotta mention by biology teacher. he is really fun. He srtands there and talk about that we all have wrongs in our DNA, that we will die one day and things like that. Sure he is true and all but he makes it in sucha fun and special way.
well thats nice. and we dont ahve block at my school because im not in the same school i was in 8th grade. in my high school, theres no block, just english.
so, something interesting happened to me tonight. i was with my Gf and we were walking around down in the rich peoples part of my town, and we found a bench. so we sat there. (no thats not the interesting part). so it was snowing, and my GF you know got all close to me on the bench and i held her to keep her warm. so one of our teachers comes up behinds us and starts ranting about this stupid math thing, which neither of us were paying attention to. she he got all offended and told us to sit up and her to get off of me becuase this is a classroom when hes present. so she kinda looked at me and i said “sir, were not in the classroom, i can sit however i want” and my teacher said in rebuttle “well you should show me some respect and not sit like shes your W***e.” and well that pissed me the F*** off. so i stood up and was about to light this dude up when my mentor and Psychology teacher came up behind us and told me to sit whatever way i wanted so long as my GF was happy, and SHE lit the dude up. She was screaming at him in the middle of the town square defending our honor. it was so awesome to see her just destroy this guy who i was already mad at. then the guy left in a pissed off hurry and she said merry christmas and walked away in the snow. i was like D**N.
just thought id share that.
I have also have a story. I was able to accomplish quite a lot in the yearbook club today. It’s no easy job. When the clubs ended my brother’s friends and I were waiting for the late bus to arrive. Oddly, it supposedly never came. It wasn’t until later on that my brother had said tha normal driver wasn’t in today. We were ready to kill him! On the brighter side we had fun walking home together for a while. One of the girls was the one I had a crush on. I don’t want my brother finding out at all. Oh, I did for the first time in months have a small conversation with Ben. I can tell however that he is constantly hesitating to talk to me. Don’t know why though…………… I have so much homework I can’t even finish it!!! Studying for tomorrow’s math test is imposible!!
that sounds fun, just taking a walk is allways good. and ugh i know. teachers never seem to recognize that there is more than one class we get homework in, so they all assign some, and it piles up. Stupid teachers.
Ain’t that the truth dudes!
And rofl Luna.
Your teacher is awesome!
I do, however, find it strange that 2 of your teachers were there at the same time you were.
Do you live in a small town?
Dame thats a story Luna. Do you live in a small town or was it a big coincidence? Also sometimes its fun to just walk and talk with your friends. And maybe Ben and you can be together like it used to before.
Christmas is coming up. And Jump festa. And the christmas vacation. and new years evening. Wow think of how much Ill chill after the grades are in and we have no homework at all.
well it was partally coincidence. anyone who has a strong moral value and a little cash lives in the rich part of our town where me and my GF were. And i knew that my mentor lived around me, like a few blocks down. the fact that we all met there was just one big coincidence however.
and i know, im so pumped for christmas, gonna party.
That’s what I’m hoping for Eagl. I keep my fingers crossed. Something great has to happen to me this holiday season. I can still sense his good side. Don’t know why but I think he may be somewhat lonely. It doesn’t seem as though they’re his true friends; just aquaintances. Since I take pictures for the yearbook I tried to snap a few shots of Ben shooting a hoop or two in the gym. Even though I only watched him for a few minutes, I have to admit that his skills are quite impressive. Maybe it wouldn’t hurt for him to teach me how to become better. Left 2 problems blank on my math test today. Hope I didn’t fail it. Taking pictures for the yearbook is no easy task. The girl I wanted to talk to wasn’t on the bus today! It’s odd because she did say she was going on the bus…….. I just hope she didn’t miss the bus. We get to meet our Congressman, Mike Ferguson tomorrow.
well all that aside from the girl you like tihng is pretty good. two things tho, make sure your not overly close to the girl you like, ( i know you know but its allways good to remind one another) distance yourself a bit, talk to her, but leaver her wanting more, (obviously to the degree of specification to where she doesnt think your like handicapped or something)
so i had an interesting follow up to my little experience in town square that i was telling you about. this morning i went to see my mentor, and i was talking to her about what happened and she said, and i quote “Ugh, i cannot stand that pompous excuse for a teacher, he thinks that he is better than everyone when in reality he couldent figure out how to spell PBandJ. I think your rubbing off on me Kris because last night i almost beat the crap outta that man.” i was like HOLY COW, you go girl. and then i left. then when i went 3rd period to her class he was there and they were talking and he saw me walk in, (and im guessing they were arguing about what had happened) so he looked at me and he was about to say something (the math teacher involved in the argument in town square) and my mentor said, and once again i quote “dont you dare say anything to him or you most certainly will regret it.” and he left and i told him not to let the door hit him on the way out and my mentor gave me this satisfied nod of approval and yeah. it was pretty amazing.
Isn’t it nice to have a teacher who’s willing to stick up for you? My history teacher is the one who is willing to defend me for just about anything. Sometimes it’s just great when you can outsmart a teacher; you know? THANK GOD TOMMORROW’S FRIDAY! This week has gone by so slow!! Seems like your week has been good I suppose.
yeah it was pretty good. lots of time with my Girlfriend which was good, some bonding with my mentor, school has been boring but hey everytihng cant be perfect. i am happy that tomorrows friday however.
The second story I e-mailed to you is currently being reedited by the english department head! In short I think it’s going to need a lot of work to make it perfect. Also we’re doing a literary analysis of any novel we have read over the past few years. It’s quite tough to do a whole page on it that’s not a summary.
Wow Luna, once again I say, YOUR TEACHER IS AWESOME!
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And your name’s Kris? That’s cool.
And my week, it’s gone by fast. I need more time with my friends. Sometimes (or should I say most of the time lol) I just wish every one of my friends and I could live at a boarding school and just hang out all day (without dealing with parents). That’s not weird, is it?
lol
And Org, if you’ve read it, you might want to do your analysis on the book To Kill A Mockingbird. We just read it in class and that book is deep. Heh, I’m actually studying for an essay test on it tomorrow right now.
lol
Well my week has been fulled. since I end 9 grade after this summer and will then later start upper secondary school I been going around and visited two of them this week. Also Math test today, biology at monday and chemistry test at tuesday + we were away at wednesday. So its been a busy week for me.
if your looking for a great book chock full of excitement read The Thigns they carried by Tim obrein. its an amazing book written in short stories about Vietnamm. its great tho i totally recomend it.
and yeah my names Kris
my teacher is awesome, thank you for noticing.
We almost have the same name. Mine is Christoffer
Mine’s Tyler.
I don’t exactly like it cuz it’s completely and totally a white name. Of course, I looked white when I was a baby but then I darkened up. So yeah.
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Okay…………………
I wasn’t tryin to be racist or anything.
I’m like half white.
And probably part of a lot of things that I don’t even know about.
lol
im pastey white irish kid. haha, i love my irish heritidge.
Heh, I’m part Irish.
My last name screams it.
Thank God someone took the O’ off the front!
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haha. my name doesnt seem to Irish, you can tell that its either Irish or Scottish but you can figure it out after while. i didnt get the accent tho, my uncle and brother both have it, but my dad and i dont. i was really mad.
You’re mad that you DON’T have an Irish accent? Um, okay . . .
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I’m just glad I didn’t end up with red hair and dark skin. Now that would be strange.
lol
My hair’s black. Like I said, I definitely don’t look white.
haha. yeah, im mad i dont have it, i think it sounds cool, plus im proud of where i come from. i have brown hair and blue eyes and pretty white skin, so yeah.
Well Im from Sweden and Im proud to say that. So white skined and light browned hair and green,blue eyes.
(sighs) I wish I had blue eyes.
And lol Luna, you wanna be a leprechaun!
lol jk
i resent that, leprechauns are tight, haha jk. i dont wanna be a leprechaun i just wanted the accent, without it, you cant even tell im irish. my best friend didnt know i was irish until i told her like 4 years into our frienship. i was like *sigh*
Hey, people don’t believe me when I say I’m like half white. But then one day they see my father and they’re like “WOW”
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Sorry I haven’t been on for a few days. I’ve been really busy decorating for the holidays. The last thing I intend to do is the tree and I’ll call it a day. Good news though. When I woke up this morning I saw snow on the ground! And I hear we could be getting snow from Tuesday to Thursday!
yeah it snowed like crazy here the past few days, its been on and off since wednesday. its so nice, i love winter.
Well I love winter too but we havent got any snow yet. Actually its been a while since we had a white christamsa here
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I’m jealous.
It doesn’t snow here.
And I love the snow!!!!!
Last and only time it snowed was when I was in Kindergarten. And there wasn’t even enough to make a good snowman.
Dang. Where do y’all live where it snows so much?
It’s too hot in this desert called the Central Valley.
I find this hard to believe but in NJ more than a decade ago there was a terrible blizzard. And we had a total of 18 DAYS of NO SCHOOL! These days we barely get anything. Once in a while we get a nasty noreaster that dumps 18 inches of snow on us. I hope we have a delayed opening tomorrow. Even though it’s raining the temperature is extremely low. I’m praying that the streets freeze overnight. For the first time since the 1st day of school, I had NO HOMEWORK this weekend!! My Christmas list is really small this year. This may sound odd but I’ve gotten everything I have ever wanted. The only thing I really need is for our printer to work.
lol Printer.
yeah, i dont need much either. i have everytihng i couldent live without. the only two tihngs i want are for ymu Girl to be happy and for a new STRATOCASTER to go with my Gibson and Harmony.
Dame a blizzard and 18 days out of school. Thats really nice. But could you still go out and things like that?
Yeah my christmas list is small too. Me and my brother will get a ps3 but thats all I really wants.
yeah. my list is like 3 things, the guitar, some disney stuff, and gundam wing on DVD. thats it.
I haven’t even thought of what I wanted for Christmas this year. Hey Luna, do you think constructions are hard? Because I really don’t get it whatsoever. I’m lost after the first step.